The company I work for laid me off from the position where I had worked for the past seven years, to a different one, where I would spend most of my time in a tiny little box of an office, which isn't good for me since I also live in a tiny little box of an apartment. I was used to being in a big, open office, where I was free to wander from my desk from time to time, and somebody else would be there to hang out with. When I was forced to leave, I lost that sense of security, and since then, I have had to spend almost all of my time alone, both in and out of the office. I HATE BEING ALONE!! ! (don't mean to shout, but I don't say it often enough)
Anyway...as depressing as this career change has been, though, it may actually have been the best thing to happen to me. Being alone has forced me to deal with my depression If I hadn't been laid off, I might never have sought the counselling that helped me discover my AS, and I would go on indefinitely wondering why I feel so out of place.
Also, there's more good news for me, as I learned a couple of weeks ago that I was being called back to my former office. But even though I'm looking forward to reuniting with my friends, I want to be more ambitious. I'm thinking of using this as a step forward, to something more rewarding. But that's another topic I might post on later.