Oh. I understand your reply to my post better now. And I understand about your levels of depression and anxiety. If you worked at a nursing home, you had to deal with people like my poor ol' M-I-L every day, all day. She's hard to get along with under the best of circumstances, and if she's ill it's even worse. And there's all the corporate rules you have to deal with, too.
Have you looked into closed-captioning? I work mostly on my own all day. If you're a writer, you must have a pretty fair grasp of English, and if you could do nursing, you must have the patience to listen to boring shows all day long.
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