I am in a library program now and it's hell just trying to work full time and go to school part time. If you don't have to work - don't!! !! I feel so slow and stupid half the time - I know I'm not emotionally or professionally equivalent to my peers and I always feel like the odd duck out. Then, I have all the issues from work - so work usually ends up coming first, school second, and everything else last (with no sleep - eep!). My attention issues are worse more than ever and it's SO frustrating - like I just want to bang my head on the wall so the information will get somehow get stuck in my head (or for anything to process, for that matter). I think it doesn't help that I feel embarassed by my HFA because of the fact I'm also getting help from the Disability Office. I was diagnosed when I was 22 - having all ready gone through the school system, I am used to having to work three times as hard. Now that I have the option to ask for extensions and more time, I am finding I cannot because I am afraid that the professor will see that I have a disability and think that I'm not qualified to BE a graduate student (the cream of the crop as it were).
However, I just keep pressing on, hoping my focus and track is the "right" one and that having an MLS will help me to have an actual career and not just a job.... I shall soon see; I graduate Spring 2008 (if I make it).
I originally went into the library program because I do, very much so, love books - it's the people part that gives me the hardest time. I just don't know how to socialize or interact with anyone - it's like this big black void in my head. The thought of talking to people makes me anxious and nervous. I cannot even go out to places by myself, except for only school, work, and the store. Crowds scare me - I'm easily knocked off balance, and my health isn't ever the greatest.
However, through all these challenges and issues, I would most certainly do it again - just because I like learning and expanding my mind.
I wish you the best of luck!! !! !!