tigereye08 wrote:
I’m working in pharmaceutical research, including some for COVID-19, so are considered essential work. I’m barely coping.
My working hours have changed, I get one break now instead of two, my workload has skyrocketed, but we have half as many staff and I have no idea when I’m due to finish work from one day to the next.
I can’t visit my brother because he’s immunocompromised, or my parents because they’re elderly. I have always masked quite well because I wasn’t diagnosed as autistic until quite late, but currently my ability to do so breaking down under the stress, and my partner has not been particularly understanding. I constantly feel like I’m barely staving off a total shutdown.
I'm so sorry that you (and so many others) are struggling. I agree with the others. You are so amazing and brave for continuing on ad contributing to COVID-19 research.
I'm moving from one meltdown to the next as I'm stuck at home alone while my husband is working overtime installing controls in a huge hospital expansion (opening up more beds for this crisis). He has to go into the city every day and I'm having a very hard time remaining stable. Not having extra support or family nearby is making this even more difficult. My mental and physical health has plummeted (it was already a traumatic year for me, even before this pandemic), so I feel like I'm flailing around trying to use all the tools at my disposal to stay sane.
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