Hi. It's been a while since I posted, I had cancer. I'm better now, for now. Hopefully I am ok. But am feeling overwhelmed by things today, extra concerts I've been asked to play, which change my schedule around and cause me to be absent from my regular jobs. I worry too much about this, as my regular jobs are also music, so I think they wouldn't mind if I did make up days in exchange for taking off to play concerts. Yet, I get so stressed out about it, and then the people who ask me to play the concerts get annoyed. I feel I'm a let down to everyone.