So this post is probably going to be mocked. But whatever. I don't care. You can't kick a dog anymore when the dog has been kicked since he was born. Anyways, so I am a middle aged white guy on the spectrum.
To give a further background, I was bullied to the point of PTSD attending public "education." Since then, I've had a myriad of jobs. My last full time employment was when I worked at Dish Network as an installer. That was back in 2008. But that was the year I injured my back. Since then, I've had a few jobs, but those were short term or part time. I also got a Bachelors in English in 2016. But even after reaching out to every single contact at my college for at least some form of internship in the publishing industry, as I love the written word, I got absolutely no job offers in 2016 and 2017. Nothing. Zilch.
After, I went into a mental breakdown in which I finally got a diagnosis of being autism spectrum. And this was after I applied for hundreds of positions. Since then, I've tried to sell any of my writing from short stories, to screenplays, to novel length works, but still nothing.
So as of now, I'm saying f*ck it. F the "American Dream." As it's all a lie anyhow. Early next year, I plan on taking whatever savings and moving to Russia in which to find work. It's going to be tough. I know. I need to improve my Russian. But I am willing to do anything from food app deliveries, to teaching English, to digging ditches. Whatever. I'm not hoping for the best, but I'm hoping where I can at least break even, and maybe even meet other people.
So, rant time over. It is what it is, as they say.