The longest job I held was a dishwashing gig at my old college (I'm only 24) when I was a freshman and sophomore. I left after that. Job stability is spotty, and when I do get a job, NVLD is really tricky to manage and sometimes I really don't know I'm doing something to annoy someone else. As a college graduate of an LD-only accredited college (Florida) with a 4.0 GPA, I should be able to get a better job, but when people meet me they say I'm "too nervous" or "too shy", though I feel like I am making eye contact and being calm.
If there was a magical pill I could take to rid myself of the way I feel daily, and how difficult life is (though I'm doing my best to live it), I would take it, and actually maybe convince some employer that yes, I am the one for this job. It makes me so angry that I hide it and then someone calls me out.
I don't want hourly anymore, and I'm smart with a high IQ, I just have NVLD, and I want to hold a job longer than two years, and the average is about 4-7 months.