Well, considering I'm in a situation where I can't do much else with my life. (or have a life for that matter) All I can ever really do is stay home and play video games all day.
I have a few responsilitys, such as paying a fine for a crime I did not commit. And going to therapy once a week for 45 minutes at a time. And I started going to a clubhouse program.
I may have to stop going there since It stressed my out alot the first day, and the second day I left right away becuase I was much too uncomfortable. (worried about getting stressed agian)
So, I pretty much don't have many choices, it's either stay home and play games, or attempt to deal with things my mind can't handle.
And yes, I'm living off SSI and Foodstamps, I'm not happy about it, I want a real life and a job, and a girlfriend. But I know those things can never happen.
Mostly becuase of where I live and the circumstances I am forced to live with...
I'm already giveing up my transformer collection, in favor of buying new or used games,
Since I have no need for those figures anymore, and video games are, for the most part, the only things keeping me sane.
Even if I got a job, I couldn't surive the stress caused by working for more than maybe an hour a day.
So, basicly, for these reasons and more, my daily routine is like this...
sleep in. Wake up late. take my pills late. play ps3 games, play pc games, go for a walk around town if it's a nice day, go home, play ps3 or pc games, take my pills at 8 oclock, get a bath, go to bed, have a bad nights sleep with bizarre dreams and nightmares. Repeat.
It may not sound like it, but It's really a miserable, worthless, depressing, existence. I'm lonely, I'm sad, I have no life, I want true love but can never find it, all I have to keep me going are video games...
So I've learned that the only thing I'll ever have to keep me sane, are my games. This is NOT the life I want, but it's the curse I must live with...