slowmutant wrote:
Irulan wrote:
Does someone of you play SCMRPG! ?
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Super_Colu ... ssacre_RPG!
I developed a strong fascination in the history of Columbine massacre (and generally school shootings as such) and now I'm going to play this when I only get some time (now I devote my free time to our English grammar test retake). Your impressions?
Why do they fascinate you, these school shootings? Is there a certain perspective you're coming from, eg. economic, anthropological, religious? Do you study them in an academic manner?
I always derived pleasure from observing, being a silent witness who is not acting but recording everything. I may safely say I study acts of cruelty from a purely scientific, psycho-anthropological perspective, rejoicing in figuring out reasons of them, basing on theories of evolutionary psychology explaining patterns of human behaviour in particular situations. My mind is still working, selecting pieces of psychological knowledge and organising them into whole - I simply MUST know reasons why people do this or that (going on the killing spree in this case), what the supposed effects of some events (here: said shootings) will be.
Anyway, there's also one more reason standing behind my interest - it's simply exciting, like a movie or a thriller novel, normality disappears and something new is starting to happen - something new, untypical, something that doesn't happen every day but reactions of society are still the same. Personally, I am unable to empathize with victims of whatever tragedy, my emotions are very weak. It's simply interesting, not more and not less, I'm neither shocked nor sad. A type of cold, detached scientist.