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SMiLes FRiEnDS We Survive MaKinG Love Higher As We Stay...

Sadly This Pandemic Is Virtually A Study Of LoVE iN the United States
SHoWinG Leaving No Doubt In Empirical Evidence oF iGnorance
More Powerful Than Love Than Empathy, Sympathy, Compassion
All That Many of the Same Folks Name As God, Jesus And Love IS
Yes That Trinity of Parent Child And Love Is Now By God For Real
Just A Barely
Breathing Story
Here Largely
Destroyed
Even More
By A Real Father
Of Most Lies And Grim
Reaper of Death Living Dying
On 5th Avenue Even Notifying
His Followers to Come Willingly
Specifically What He Came to Do In Advance
Harm Folks For HiS Own Foe False Accuser Empty Soul

Indeed What Now

An Easy Judgement

Day This iS iN America

For The Sheep Who

Follow A

Shepard

Who Only Told the

Truth on 5th Avenue

That He Comes With No

Shame in Dark to Harm Others For Selfish Greed

Too Bad i'm not Doing the Homily When i go to Church

This Afternoon to take Notes Like this Huh Greg There is

No Love Without Truth There is No Freedom Without Truth

Without

Truth

We

Will Surely

Worship and

Vote For Real Devils on Earth....

Bottom Lines For All Ignorance

Kills Lies Maim And Torture Love

For All Practical Intents and Purposes

Among the Umasked in 'Masses' Proclaiming

Non-Verbally God And Jesus (LOVE) IS DEAD

Indeed they

Sow They

Reap

They Truly

Rapture Their Own

Judgement Day Now...

Dark Poetic Justice So

Cruel So Sad So Selfish Indeed...

As This Dark-Self-Christmas Gift Proceeds....

A Story of Two Mothers And Two Last Breaths
One Breath Empty Forever One Breath
Eternally Now Still Breathing...

My Wife Never Felt Her Mother's
Love As Her Mother Took Her Last
Breath Indeed the Last Chance to Feel That Love

As i lay Next to my Wife That Night i Felt The Emptiness
Of That Breath She Never Breathed And Understood More Deeply

Then Why She Does not Find The Trust
And Comfort in This World That Comes

So Very Easy to Me As A Place Colored

With Love Eventually No Matter

What Black Abyss May

Come Next

For i came

to Feel and

Sense the Color

of my Mother's Love

The Color of Sunshine

Always Returning no matter

How Dark A Night Empty Went Away

True i come From a Place of Light Seeing
Dark Returning to Breathing Love Once Again...

As Of Course Many of Us Do During This Breathing Life

Indeed the Silence After my Wife's Mother's Last Breath

Was only Silence A Black Hole Never Ending for my Wife

And Indeed As Empath Laying Next to

Her i felt i might not escape Back to

Love i Breathe Now So Free

The Silence After

My Mother's

Breath

Was As Loud

As a Big Bang

For You See Her

Love Still Breathes in me

Therefore Thereby These Words

That continue in the Tradition of Her

Soul Still Breathing in me Yet it's True

My Mother's Love was Limited to my Sister

Mostly and i Whereas You Haven't Spoken

The Name of Your Religion but Judging from

This Poem And Of Course Your Arabic Name

Not Really Knowing What You Look Like or

Your Age as i'm Pretty Sure the About

Picture is a Place Holder

For An Avatar or

Human Face there

Anyway i have Muslim Friends

Who Never Go Away And Stay

Through Thick And Thin And to

me Love is all that Counts Here and

Now Yet You See Yet You Breathe

Yet We Still See and Breathe

the Love of Others Who

Breathe in Us

Smiles

i have

Faced This Last

Breath Not Only In Others

but myself as Well Thrice And I will

Tell You This It is the Love For Others

The Giving That BreatheS on i got a Second

And Third

Chance

Not

All Do

i understand

the Value Of Love

That's All i need to Do

Eternally Now i am Blessed

With the Faith of Love And Truly

Believe God is Love So Indeed

This


Now


This

Breath

Is Gift Enough

to Accept Death

It's Well Beyond my

Pay Grade to Appreciate

Anything but this Gift of Love now

i Defer to the Nature of God And

Submit

That

i am Less

Than A Grain

Of Sand Yet Most

A Human Being Will

Ever Be This Breath of

Love Eternally Now...

to Give

And Share

Free No Doubt That

Love BreatheS on...

What Really

Takes

Faith

And Belief

Is to understand

That The Love We Give

Now Is Enough This Gift

Not Only That Yet to

Experience

Enough

Pain

And Misery

in Life to See Death

As The Blessing It is And Life

The Heaven We Make it now or not With Love

My Mother Thought the Only People Going to

Heaven LATER were Folks Who Worshipped

One man or one

Label

of name

Smiles it's Sad that

She Didn't Give Her Love to the World

At Best We Love More Than Our Parents Do

No Matter How

Much they Love Us

When God is Love

There are no Ifs ands Or

Buts THere is No True Love That

Requires Worship or Fears Criticism

Or Is Afraid of DarK or Cynical of LiGHT

Why?

Love Breathes....

Yet of Course Now

This iS oNly My Breath FRiEnD

And One Part i came to Understand

Coming Home Laying In Bed that Long

Eternal Night Watching my Mother's Last

Breath is How Important It is to Breathe

Love in Stories Indeed Like the

One of Jesus For It's

True a Story

is as

Close

As Some

Folks Come to Breathe

Love Therefore i respect all

Religions as i understand for

Some the Book They Read is as

Close as they get to Love Ever now...

Indeed there

Are many

Blessings

Of Life

Learning to

Understand

The Hows and

Whys Goes Along Way to Reach Love For All

Shall We Have An All Forgiving Loving God Eternally Now

Indeed

if

We Will

Love Eternally now

This God Truly Breathes in and As Us

i am surely No Materialist i Personally

See Miracles in my Life That Defy All

Reasons in Fact God Shows God's

Face to me as i Believe

God Does in

Everyone's

Life Differently

in Eyes of God now

That Live in Each Human

Being Yet Beyond all Names

My Friend Beyond All Reasons

Beyond All Words Yes Beyond all Is Love This God i Breathe...

"Time'' My Mother's Favorite Song By Alan Parson's She Wanted

to Go Naturally She Suffered in Silence With Cancer For Several

Years Refusing to See a Doctor Only Occasionally Taking an

Aspirin for Her Pain that She only Related Was

Arthritis Then After Beating my Sister

In A Game of Scrabble in

February of 2017

She Fell to Her

Death Bed on Valentine's

Day The Doctor Said Without

Food or Drink As the Most Merciful

Way Modern Medicine Offers to Starve

Someone to Death the only way They Could

Explain How she lasted 8 Days Rather than

The Usual 3 is the Strength of Her Heart then

Indeed the

Strength

That Came

From Loving

Only Her Two Children

Just Imagine How Strong

Her Heart Would Have Been if

She Loved All of Existence As God is Love

Smiles my FRiEnD at this Point if you need to imagine...

Anyway We played 'Time' For Her As We Sat Beside Her

For 8 Days Although She Was Not Conscious We

Felt

it

Gave Her

Comfort

i only Believe

in Love It's all that makes Life worth breathing....

my Mother's Cancer Was Bleeding in Her Brain

All in Her Bones in Every Part of Her

Body Yet

it did not

Stop Her

From Breathing

Until the Last

Breath and Never Now

Will Through my Breath my FRiEnD..

Shall i Give it to Others Yes inDeed i Will

Forevermore than Time... Now

SMiLes

iN A ReTurn

Of A FRiEnDly 'Card'

too THiS TiMe Now..

Your mother sounds like mine.

Purest of hearts.

Passed away 2012,

and until the very end,

thought of others,

other than herself,

despite the pain she was in.

God bless her.

Purest love,to light the world.

Forever flowing,forever abundance of purest love to give.

This was a song,my mother wanted played at her funeral,
unfortunately,my older brother chose a song,of his own choosing.

Along the same lines as your mother,i like this song by alan parsons project.

SMiLes my FRiEnD My Sentiments Below As Expressed by Your
Words Above Although the Other Song Didn't come Through
As It won't play in the United States Yes Mothers so Responsible

With Birthing And Gardening Children With Light Of Love

This Eye in the Sky That Truly Sees With No Eyes Within

As Love Feels And Gives Best When Love Senses Within To BREaTHE Free

i Surely Would Have Been A Different Soul Color Without my Mother and

It Is True Growing Up The Children in the Neighborhood Who Had

Cold Mothers and Fathers From Military And Very Fundamentalist

Religious Families Always Found Comfort in My Mother's

Loving Touch In All She Did As We All Grew Up Poor and

Love is the only Real Currency And Way of Life that Meant

Anything At All in my Gardening Years As Those Embers

Almost Put Out Yet Back Again after The Rat Race Went Away...

Anyway i Tend to Get Along Better With Folks From Muslim

Countries And India And Some other Countries as there is

Less Competition and More Cooperation of Love Welcoming

And Actually Breathing to See With The Eye in the Sky the Soul Within...

Yet It Seems Almost Always Women Almost Always Women Yet Nope Not

Much one to complain with SMiLes As A Mother's Force of Love Strong With me..

SMiLes Dear Samreen i Believe in a Life of Putting People
First And Each Soul That Touches Our HeART Rises
This SPiRiT of Love Even More
Shall We Say Light For
The Entire World
i Verily Will
My FRiEnD
How
Beautiful
It is to be
ReTired Only
Living With Pay-Grade
Pay-Rate And Soul Pay
of Love Allone Yes Without all

The Distractions And Diversions
That Take us Away From Coloring

Life With Love From Our Very Childhood

Yet of Course i Speak of Where i come from

Not So Sure of How Life Individually For Souls

Works Out IN Qatar But i Still See That Emerald

Gulf In My Mind In itself Enough to Reach Out to

God In Peace and Harmony As Waves Come

And Go Further Expanding Shores As

Tides Rise and Fall And Waves

Return Again in Yes

Peace

And Harmony

Again For True

God Breathes in All

As At Best We Do With Love True

Thank You Very Much for Your Kindness

And Welcoming Ways For When Humans

Treat Each Other This Way All there is is

Friendly Brothers And Sisters and

An Entire Family that Colors

Love Every Where

Friends

Touch
Souls With
SPiRiT HeART
Open And Free For All

This Truth This Wisdom

This Courage This Fearless

Love Breathing With least

Harm For Others

All Forever

more
now

Indeed a Nice
ReTiReMeNT

Hobby i Dance And Sing Free..

aghogday is it ever possible for you to post short, precise posts that contribute to discussion on the WP community in a more meaningful way?

Go Figure; Ya Can't Please All the People All the Time.

i Don't Do Short And Precise; You do You And I'll Do me;

Meanwhile, Close to a Thousand Folks Are Viewing this

Thread Every Few Days, so Obviously, It Has

Meaning and Purpose For The Way

i Free Verse Poetically

Express Philosophy

In a More

'Original

Eastern

Figurative Style'

Nope, Not Everyone's

Cup of Tea; Yet, Indeed

it Verily is to Others for Sure;

Yes, To Other Folks

Who are

Reading it.

It's Funny How Folks

Love To Dictate the Freedom

Of Expression For Others, Based on the

Restricted Ways They Communicate; Let's Just

Say, No one does with me as i am literally Free...

Go Complain to Someone else About how They Express

Themselves; Perhaps, they will You See You With Some kind of Authority...

not
me...

Another One of 'Those Days'

On A Support Site For Folks

Who Communicate Socially

Differently That Someone

Is So Worried You

Are Not Being

'Their'

Definition of 'Normal'...

No Thanks, Not In Modern

Societies In PriSon At least...

Yet it is surely understood

And Expected As 'The Rule' too...

Last edited by aghogday on 05 Dec 2020, 10:04 pm, edited 1 time in total.

Thanks, well...that's a start

Apparently You Didn't Read the Rest of it; hehe....

Adjectives That Express the Way i Communicate

Philosophy to the 'Fairer Gender' Range From

Spell Bound to Alluring; Like I said, Some

Folks Like it, Some Folks Don't; It's

Like my Dance; The 'Fairer

Gender' Tends to

Enjoy and

Express Their

Gratitude in Even

More Pleasant ways than that;

As Always Evidence on Demand With

Links And Real Time Media That Do Not Lie...

And Obviously The View Count Here That i surely

Don't count;

Yet it Exists For Real..

Yes this now makes sense, like a verbal dance, the problem is not everybody wants to make the effort to take that journey.

Most of those views you're seeing are from advertising bots.

Your audience isn't nearly as large as you think it is.

Personally I've never been interested in reading your whatever they're supposed to be posts.

I'm only here now because I saw cyberdad posted something.

If you want to keep putting these things out for your own self gratification, that's great, but I seriously doubt you're getting through to most of the people on WP.

I think the mods are forced to read them

Thanks For Your Understanding; Really, The Rewards Are Endless Now... Smiles,
it's Worth Noting too That's Not My Problem That Not Every one wants to Ride my Wave

And at 60, When A Young Woman Says

You Write So Poetically,

Your Wife Must

Be the

Luckiest

Woman in the

World; It Doesn't Seem

To Be My Problem at all

(By The Way, my Wife Doesn't
Particularly Like it Either; butt never
the less, She Hasn't Changed (AGED)
Much Since 19, at 50 Now, so

Who am i

To Complain)

More On The Dance;

When i Do Not Say A Thing;

A Group of Stunning Young

Women at A Table Upstairs

Watching Me Downstairs

Dance At The

Dance

Hall Insist

On A Selfie with

Me; Just letting me

Know the way i Fearlessly

Move; Yes That's Enough Even At 60

For Me to Be A Dream Marriage come True...

i'm A Bit 'Naive'; i Didn't Give them my Phone Number

When They Asked for it either; Happily Married of Course...

And it's Not the only Time it Happened; More Evidence As Usual coming...

Now Back Before This Future When i First Came Here on ThanksGiving Day in 2010;

With A Synergy of 19 Life Threatening Medical Disorders, Shut-in in my

Bedroom For 66 Months; It's True i was told My Communication Was

Efficient, Informatively Data Driven, And i Had A Computer-Like Mind;

i Was Empty And Dull Inside; i wanted to Have

Some Colors Like My Wife had every day

And my Mother too; i have that Now;

And Even More; Likely

Beyond What

Most Folks

Will Imagine now;

Simply, For i found

Ways not only to Heal

Myself of those Disorders

And Have An Epic Life; People

All Around the Globe Say My Philosophy

Is Healing And Comforting; And those are

only

The

People

Who Tell me;

Literally Millions of

People Around the World

Have Viewed What i do per

Many different platforms; the

Thing is, When You've Been to Hell

For Real On Earth Really Deep Within;

Every Day

is A Good

Day in Heaven;

Whether Anyone

Likes the Way You Do Life or Not;

For You See, i ain't in this for any other

Reason Yet to Dance And Sing More in Flow...

And
That

Is No
Reason At all;

Yet Joy Eternally Now...

Yes, It's Worth it my FRiEnD..

These Are Just Fumes From Heaven;

Some Folks Ride With It And Some Do Not..

It's like
Surfing;

Not Everyone
Digs Walking on
Water that way; Nope.

And That's Why i do
it on Land, More Challenging Less Boring...

Autotelic Flow It's Real And The Same Thing

As Heaven, Tao, Samadhi, Satori, Nirvana, Etc... What Ya Have to Do is Stay in a Sweet

Spot Tween Anxiety and Apathy, Escaping the Neo-Cortex, Going Mindfully Aware Deeper

Expanding A Bit More; Moving And Writing Meditation in Flow Does it Well; Always

Performing A More Complex Feat of Life in Laser Focus Always Now;

In other Words,

Happiness

Now Self-

Generating

Within; Not with

Any External Rewards (Just Years of Practice in Bio-Feedback)

Necessary; Truly The EPiToME of Autism And Bi-Polar All Emotionally

Regulated And Sensory Integrated; True At Its Finest, The Disorder

of Heaven in Hell on Earth...

Every Thing i do is backed

Up Now By Science

As Working This

Way; ironically,

By Most Religions

too; But Only For those

Who See Deeper Than 'Word Skin Deep'...

There is really Not Much Difference in

Many Literal Thinking Atheists And Fundamentalist

Religious Folks; On the Other Hand, There Are Atheists

Who 'See' This Force of Flow Within As God The Way i do;

It's All Semantics;

Yet How one Feels

And Senses Life

Eternally Now

Is Really All that Counts

of course unless one has

No Idea How to Get to Heaven now...

Or Isn't Financially Independent Like

Me Now For 13 Years And is Required to Really Work

For a Living

And Not

Just

Play

In Flow (HEAVEN)
24/7 Now For As Real

As Real Gets in 'Colors' at least...

Smiles my FRiEnD, if One Hasn't

Gone to Heaven Yet; It Makes Sense

Why This is a Problem For Others..

It's Like Dancing A Tight Rope Effortlessly In Bliss it is...

And Giving It And Sharing It All Free This Way Only Brings More Flow in Heaven

Truly

'Adam

Smith

Needs Revision'

Again More on that later...

Hehe but of course i don't

Expect You To Stay Tuned;

Thanks For At Least Being

A Civil Human Being here

And At Least Making an Effort to Understand

As You See i practically will Answer Questions

Forever now Just Another part of Heaven

Really Now

No Separation

In Anything i do

In Life Science

Of Art in Heaven For

Real Indeed As Real

As Real Keeps Getting More Real Now

Not easy to Put in Words But Voila Inherently

A Requirement

Of Flow

Not too
Easy Not too Hard

Just Right A Three Bears
Mix Once Again Tween

Anxiety And Apathy

Sweet Spot More Complex now

And Of Course By Very Nature

Such An Autistic Self Directed Activity to Do...

i am surely in 'Great Company' Through Ages of 'Sages'

THiS way...

in REAL

EFFECT

OF AFFECT AT LEAST...

Then in That Case

it appears the

Advertising

Bots Aren't

Interested

In all the Other

Threads with many more replies...

Other than that Read my Reply

Above if Ya Wanna understand what i am doing at all;

Obviously, I am not Going to Get Through to Most of the Folks here...

Or Anywhere Else

But Some

Do Understand...

Yes in Many Other Places too...

This thread has 10,000 views which looks impressive but if you deduct bots and people who looked and didn't read then it might be a handful at best.

The videos you post are probably are attracting more bot views, since they themselves are full of adware.

Since you don't seem to spend time in other areas of WP interacting with others, you probably don't realize that this has become a low activity site.

Haha;

i am not

Here to Impress

Anyone; Or Anywhere

Else; At Least Not Dudes; hehe...

Yet it's True The Other

Threads

Should

Be Getting

Jealous by Not Getting

All the Bot Attention With SMiLes;

Put "Depth of the Story" in Quotes like this

On A Google Search And See What Comes up first...

Other Than That; i really Don't Care if Anyone looks

or not As They

Are Free to

or not Just like me..