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05 Sep 2024, 2:58 am

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EbwXoN-XU5I

KiSS oF JoY NoW

True on the Other
Hand The Discontent
of Holding On to the
Negative Angry Feelings

Eventually Rotting into Hate

of a Grudge Dear Miriam Sadly

Though Some
Folks Are
Addicted
to Grudge
Sorrowfully
A Mental Cancer
They Just Can't Seem to Cancel

For It's True Sadly It's All Some Folks
Seem Able to do to Generate Negative
Emotion to Continue at Least Moving Somewhere

even

down

down

down
Yet Again on the Other
Hand A Clean Slate

oF SoUL
KiSS oF
JoY NoW

Sort of Like the Celebration
That Came When 'Kamala'
Splashed Water on the
Wicked Witch of the
West Where the

Once Loyal
Flying Monkeys
Made it Understood
Clearly They Were Never Actually
Behind The Grudge of the Wicked Witch of the

West Flying Off into A Sunrise Free With Joy

Just Swaying
With Troughs
And Crests of Waves...

Nope No Grudges HeaR

Nudging 'Eve' to Pass the
Popcorn in 'Eden' The Circus
Is Still in Town With Orange Clowns...

Melting Melting Melting only Painted Faces...

With
SMiLes...

KiSS oF JoY NoW LoVE iN Peace Lives Far Beyond Body PArts Dear Isha

What i Explained to a Pastor of a Southern Baptist Church at His
Family Farm Part of my Wife's Extended Family the One Who

Is the Warmest and Most Loved At Any Family Get Together

Is the One Who is There During Trials and Tribulations

oF All Humanity Through Years oF All Existence

Through and Through the One Who Offers

A Hug When No Else Is Available the

One Whose LoVE iN Peace For All

She Loves Is Trust Yes Faith STiLL

Unshakeable True Weathered and Worn

From a Long Journey of Loving in Both Peace And
Wars of Life Every Wrinkle a Time Line of What it Means

to Truly
Live With
Love at
Core
At Essence
of Being Human for Real

A SMiLe With Teeth Left Or Not
With SPiRiT Soaring SoUL Open HeART

Far Beyond Only A Material of Flesh and Blood

KiSS oF JoY NoW

What A Grandmother
Never Loses to Give Away Free True

This Gift my Mother Gave to me to Improve

LoVE iN Peace Doesn't See Size Shape Gender Sexual
Orientation Nationality Religion Age Or Other Potential Disability

Or Other Label of Difference Love Breathes With a SMiLe Deep Within
Love Is EYes iN Peace

That Never

Go Away

to Touch Your
Soul Deeper than
Any Body PArt Dreams

iNDeed LoVE iN Peace
Ages as a Flower Ever Blooming

For As Seasons Come and Go Love's
Petals in Peace Touch Other Flowers More and More

Until a Garden of LoVE iN Peace Conquers All the Materially
Reduced Wars

of Darkness
in Life Yet

Only Through
Cooperation With SMiLes...

SMiLes Dear Isha Indeed Body Parts
Serve as Attraction For Reproduction

However Hehe a Person Can Be Attracted
to Someone That Way and Never Even Wanna

Have a
Conversation
With a Cup of Coffee

LoVE iN Peace is the Coffee the
Aroma of Beans That Never Ends...

KiSS
oF
JoY NoW
With SMiLes
Hehe Again
With or Without Teeth

The Truth is Deep Down What
Attracts Healthy Human Loving Men
Most is a Nurturing SPiRiT HeART And SoUL

For them the Body Part 'Thing' is Relevant

Yet Surely Not Most Important the Warmth that

Makes A Home
Real With No
Ceilings
Walls
Floors
Or Even Visible
Body Parts a Touch of
Love Far Beyond PArts...

Nah You Won't Be Missing Much
if You miss ones who are only looking for parts...

Hehe if someone gives You Trouble in the Future
About Your Parts Read this Poem to them it will surely Put

Them to
sleep

With
SMiLes...

Yet Only if
They Don't
Recognize LoVE iN Peace
Indeed Yes A LiTMuS TesT...

For A Real KiSS oF JoY NoW...

SMiles Dear Shawna Baby A Public Never
Ending Dance And Song Meditating
iN Flow So Many Injuries ALong The
Way 11 Years Yet Almost Like
Yes MaGiC The Pain
Melts Away in The
Myst Of Just

Old Natural
Ecstasy Of
Free Human
Healing Dance And

Song Just Never Ending
No CLoSinG TiME With
SMiles With That Said
my Butt No Longer HurtS AGAiN

Now Yet Waves Rise And

Fall The Dance And Song
Returns For Healing Again

Just Beyond Matter Of Becoming
The Essence of Existence Yes The

MuSiC
Of God’s
Reality The
Dance And Song
Beyond All Names

Always The Beginner We aRe

With
SMiles...

Claim To Fame Mr. Gottfried Back in my Younger
Adulthood my Dentist Exclaimed i Have the Second
Biggest Teeth on the Dental Chart For Measuring stuff

Like that Hehe....

And Yes This Explains
Why i Married my
Wife Little Miss
Red Riding Hood

Except She Was

Wearing A Bikini

In the Photos She Showed

me of Her Yes a Red Bikini in Fact

Still Howling At the Super Full Blue Moon Waning

Teeth as Big As Ever Canines Still Afire God Yes For

Whatever

my Wife

Cooks Up

For me Next

(Seafood Gumbo
Best Leftovers for Now)

If A Tooth Brush Is Not
Available Not Unlike "Werewolves
of London" With my FRiEnD Kate Otherwise

Known as Katie and Katrina too Among Other
Names Like "Eve" And "Nova" (Planet of the Apes)

And That "Other Book" True i'll Just Gnaw on the

Steak Bones

She Feeds

me Whenever

i Make my Way

Out of the 'DogHouse' Hehe

With That Said Thanks For Reminding

me to Brush my Teeth Before i Get too Sleepy...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RwEZDpBXpkg

Oh Dear Lord It's Been A Long Long Week of

Never Ending Dance And Song Once Again Beginning NeWLY NoW...

Spending Labor Day Publishing One EPiC Longest Long Form Blog Poem Celebrating "SonG oF mY SoUL 11 YearS Old" Yep all 13.2
MiLLioN Words Now Finishing the Writing of Another Celebratory
70 Thousand or So Word Bi-Monthly EPiC Long Form Blog Poem too
On Labor Day Yep “Depth of The Story 4 YearS Old 4.2 MiLLioN Words" Continuing 20,488 Miles of Public Dance Yes While Also
Beginning the Writing of "KiSS oF JoY NoW" While Collecting
All the Multi-Media eventually putting the Last Written Endeavor

All Together With Photos and YouTube Theme Songs Soon too..

"Designed for or understood by the specially initiated alone within" God Yes

Or On The Other Hand Searching For Mysteries On the OutSide of Within

AnYWaY Dear Miriam i Love Solving

Word Puzzles and

Creating Puzzles

Too With SMiLes

Yet Not the Kind That Comes in A Box

Or Is Bound By Only Covers of Books In Dusty Pages...

Faith Beyond KNoWinG Dear

Savvy Yes When Wave Finds

Wave is Both Ocean And Water

Deep Below Falling From Above With

SMiLes

As Shadows

Make us Possible

To Continue Moon

Reflecting Sun At Night...

God is the Wave That Falls And Rises;

Some Folks Attempt to Reduce This Wave; Yes,
And Materially Reduce it to Only 'Particles;' Yes,
Books, Covers, Pages, And Oh Dear Lord A Word

As Small As 3 Letters When Waves Exist NoWHeRE EVeRWHeRE NeW;'

Only 4 Percent of Nobel Prize Winning Physicists Assess Themselves as Atheist;

Not Really a Big Surprise to me as the More You Understand About the Processes

of the Natural World, Generally Speaking, the More You Admit How Little You Actually Know Still To Explore...

As Far As Informal and More Scientifically Conducted Studies on the Religious Beliefs of Folks on the 'Wrong

Planet,' the Result in The Informal Polling Is Almost Identical to The Boston University Study Done on Religious

Beliefs of Folks in the Philosophy, Politics, And Religion Forum on the Wrong Planet in a Study Done over the

Course of an Entire Year From 2008 to 2009; Where That Study Found a Percentage of Atheists of 26 Percent,
Similar to the Informal Poll Here, so far with 27 Percent; Yet It's True Some Folks Don't Consider Themselves

Part of Any Religion at All;

They May Have Difficulty Putting

Their Experience of what they Metaphor

As Spirituality Even into Words as Truly Words

Only Approximate The Essence of Reality as it Exists Now;

For Instance, How Limited the Word Tree Describes All the Leaves on All the Varieties of Trees;

Like the Tree Christianity; Now, When there are 45,000 Plus Denominations Around the World;

Like the Term Religion; Now, Where There Are Around 4200, In the World, Generally Assessed too;

And Again, Those Are Only the Ones With Names; TRAINED AS a Participant Anthropologist Observer
As Part of My Degree, Anthropology; One of Three at University Level Study; i Still Do it Just For Fun;

Participating, Visiting Churches, Interviewing So Many Individual Members in the Pews; Not Surprisingly,

Like Folks Attempting to Find the Meaning of Any Poem, The Views Will Be Slightly Different to Vastly Different

Just in One Pew, Among Folks In Just One Church, With Just One Pastor, and One Flavor of Religion too; For this

is the Human Condition; At Core Science Shows It's Not Really All that Rational; as a Synergy of Our Feelings

And Senses in Emotions Drive Almost All We Do Before We Even Have a Chance to Attempt to Describe the

Reasons For What We Do...

As Neuroscience Suggests We

Basically Hallucinate Our Realities
Now Based on Realities We Basically Hallucinate Before...

This Makes the Study of the Vast Within Much More Complicated
Than the Study of the Stars Above As They Are Farther Away And Easier to Define that way so Ironically True...

For me at Least, my Home is Nature; my God Is LoVE iN Peace; my Religion is Kindness; Yet as i Co-Create ThiS Way
of Life With Only Relative Free Will of my Conscious Thinking Mind that Science Suggests Now only Represents about

.5 Percent of my Reality,

i Understand ThiS Way

of my Individual Spirituality

For Real Is Only An Art and Never
A Science Alone That Will Fit in Any One Word,

Cover, Or Pages of a Book; As Change is the Reality;

And All Of Nature Including Us Of Course is in Flux of Change Eternally Now;

Once Again, Waves Fall and Rise; Some Folks Attempt to Materially Reduce
Waves to only Particles;

Yet Waves Continue

to Exist NoWHeRE EVeRWHeRE NeW;

i'm Really Not Sure What That Means Yet That

iS A Way God Feels to me, Like a Forrest Gump

Feather; Just Floating in the Breeze As Sure As Dust in the Wind Exists Newly Now...

Hehe, Is it Any Wonder Folks Demand a Feather in the Breeze Do What They Want it to...

True, Humans Have

A Long Tradition

of Attempting to Trap

Wind in a Jar And Keep it Breathing, hehe...

Other Than that one of my Favorite Movies About Reality

is 'Contact,' Inspired by A Book Carl Sagan Wrote, Where An Alien

Visits Jody Foster and Helps Her With a Mystical Journey Within;

And The Message Is Simple; Humans Are Capable of Co-Creating Greatest

Dreams and Nightmares as an Interesting Mix of Beings of Nature; And Similarly

The Alien

Expressed

The Only Thing

That Makes the Emptiness
of Space Bearable is the Warm

Connections Among Each Other;

So He Just Suggested Start Making

Small Steps of More Connections And Realize

When You Do in Warmth You've Come to A Best
Place in All of Existence THeRE is Newly Now; Yet

It's True Mileage Varies, Depending On Make and Model;

Vehicle

And
Vessel;

And Yes Essence of Being Now...

Per the Movie "Contact," it's Harder to
Be in a Bad Mood When You Become 'The Beach;'

(Specifically, Navarre and Pensacola Beach Where i am From too;
Great Grandfather, Homesteading 150 Acres, There in the Early 1900's)

The Stars

Above

The

Stars Within;'

The Waves That
Continue NoWHeRE EVeRWHeRE NeWLY NoW...

Grains of Sand Holding Hands; God Yes, Holding Up
Potential Human Mountains oF LoVE iN Peace FoR REAL NoW...

Carl Sagan, Admitted in His Later Years How Restricted His Mind
Was, And How Hallucinogenic Substances Help to Expand His Human Potentials...

Fortunately,

For me, i Don't Require that;

Again, Different Vehicles and Vessels, iNdeed...

Ah Yes Tonight This Whole Banter Republic
SHow Today Reminds me of "White Fang"
More Specifically One of Jack London's Books

About Canine Teeth Yet the "Call of the Wild"

Brought Tears to my Eyes as a Child As Deep

Down i Was Missing What that Half Dog Half Wolf

Lost HOWLinG

At the Moon

The Wild Life Baby
The Free Life Baby

Not Only Have Humans Domesticated Wolves into Dogs

We've Domesticated Ourselves and Lost the Call of the
Wild the Instinctual Intuitive Innate Voice of Wild And Free

God So Deep Within Yes Naked Enough Whole Complete

Without all the Clothes of Fear So-called Modernity BRinGS

YeT AGAiN Tools are Okay as Long As We Master The Clothes

And Are Not Brought Down to What is Now Suffocating Choking
The Call of the Wild

And Even
Less Loving

iN Peace

So Relaxing

After A Wild Call on the Night...
With Gleaming White Fangs Indeed Hehe...

HAha You Know What they Say Pictures or it Didn't Happen...
Thousands Upon Thousands Upon the Call of The Wild Frolicking

Nights...

What Good is the
Second Largest
Teeth on the Chart

If You Don't Share Them With Others Hehe...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T3hXC5yNZOc

Indeed Humanity is In An Increasing
Deficit of Both Nature Deficit Disorder
And Putting 'Things' Ahead of Humanity
As the More Reliant Now We Become on

Technology The Farther Away We Get

From Face to Face Human Interaction

To the Point That Humans No Longer

Even Feel Warmth Between Each Other

The Driving Force Within That Makes Most

All of Our Human Connections Happen By Desire

And Not Just Out of the Utility For What Gets Us Ahead

in Life as Far As Material Things Including Power and Status

And Perceived Fame and Fortune too As Rare As That May Be With SMiLes

Hehe

Blogging Is an
Excellent Way
To Gain the Perspective

Of Others Yet Only If We Do

And Don't Just Click the Like Buttons
Like A One Armed Bandit to Win the Lottery

SMiLes mY FRiEnD my Blog is Only a Record

of Gratitude for Literally All the Poetic Connections

i've Made With Folks Around the World and in some Instances

A Solo Interaction With Others Indeed too Yet never the Less When

We Are Open to the

Differences of Others

We Grow Both in Soul And
Understanding That Makes Soul
More of LoVE iN Peace With SMiLes Dear
Cindy Best Wishes for Your Continuing Recovery
From Newest Strains of Covid-19 Yes It is Spreading
And Making Its Presence Known Among Our Relatives Here too...

Keep up the
Great Book
Reviews and Topics With SMiLes...

SMiLes Dear Miriam in HeLL ON EartH WiTHiN Tears Of

Grief Are Heaven If They Would Just Come Once in a Blue Moon

SMiLes Dear Miriam in HEaVeN ON EartH Tears of Joy ARE A Reminder

of WHeRE

YoU Are And

WHeRE You've

Been Indeed i Am

Fluid Now in the True
Human Language of Tears of Joy

In FAct i'm A River Emptying Into

An Ocean

Whole Waves
And Water SaME
Trees of Life Falling RiSinG Tears

Still Just 'Dream
Weaving'

BRinGinG

Love to Life iN Peace...

KiN iN KiNDNeSS Humanity Flows

ThiS Way Best Dear Savvy With SMiLes

Only A Tiny Stream i Am Emptying Into

A River oF LoVE iN Peace Ocean Waiting

To Greet Waves and Water Same Of Kindness For

All With Most
Respect And

Least Harm

Yet i Never Give Up
The Flow Even if Only
Starting From Mud Puddle Size

These Roots These Leaves This Vine
This Living Tree FaLLinG RiSinG Leaves For All...

SMiLes Keeping LoVE ALiVE iNHaLinG Peace EXaHaLinG LoVE More...

Last BLinK of LiFE
WHeRe one reaLizes
one Loves
or
does
nothing.

Art Takes Us WHeRE Human Souls
Explore Places We Never Feel and
Sense Before Multi-UNiVeRSE Shores

Within Expanding More

"My Negative Utopia

An intensity
of salamander orange
and caterpillar yellow

quelled beneath
everlasting rainless skies;

a playground of easy living
and high art

captured
in a variable framework

amidst trillions
of meaningless rainbows

and vast emoticons
spewing unchallenged
concepts

of spherical harmony.

(and sometimes
you’ll be with me
for untold durations

and at other times
you’ll be forgotten
for candlelit millennia.)"

Sure Shores
Water Words
Ever Changing
Soul Colors
Spirit Music
HeART Sings
WavE StarS BRinG...

A Best Lesson
A Loss of First
Love Teaches
Painting
Our
Own
HeARTS
All Colors
Of Love We
Continue
Evolving
Creating
MoRE DanCinG
WiTHiN RiSinG
FoR GiVinG Rose
FLoWeRinG THorns
Thanks Giving Free
Owning Our Love...

LonG As Step of Dance
Word of Song continues
Truly Breathing Never
Ending Now
Coloring
Life New
True At
Best Center
Point Balancing
Still FRiEnDS
With Gravity
All Source of
FLoWinG Now
All Directions New
Coloring Life More
How Beautiful It
Is Breathing Truly
Painting Colors Now
New Moon Sun-Lit SMiLes...

SMiLes Dear Karlien

When Love is Complete

Waving At Every Stranger
One Meets Passing by in
Cars on the Road Now

Whether They Return
The Wave or Not Feels
Warm For the Giver of Warmth

(Each Morning Walking Around my
Neighborhood Block i Do this for Joy)

Of Course It's Easy For me to Say
This As A Man Who Is Almost Impossible
To Take Advantage of As The Giver Who
Has Enough Complete Whole As i Surely

Understand How it Feels to Be Completely
Empty With Nothing to Give too And Yeah

It Will Be A Whole Lot Different From A
More Vulnerable Position As Strangers
Will Be Dangerous of Course too

It's Like Being A Feral Tom Cat...
The Veterinarian Will Tell You
They Are Much More
Friendly than
The Female
Cats From the Wild

As Sadly A Feral Female
Cat Often Receives a lot
Of Abuse in the Wild And
Shies More Away From Strange
Humans As They Could Be A Source of Abuse too...

It Really Feels Impossible to Live in the Same Household
With A Toxic Person No Matter if they have been abused
By someone in their Life or Not... And Of Course My Gosh
You Are So Young And Males Your age Mature Emotionally So Much
Slower Overall And In Particular in Your Case as You Seem to Be Very Emotionally Mature...

It Surely took me A lot Longer Than Your Age With SMiLes and i am So Glad i Didn't Get
Married Until age 29 As it Really Took me Until age 28 to Finally Feel Whole, Complete, And
Enough in my Life and My Wife Says that's What Attracted Her Most to me i Seemed to Be A Whole

Package

Human

Being With SMiLes..

Thing is too Now We Evolve And
We Potentially Devolve in Emotional
Intelligence too And This Is why Your
Blogging Is So Important As You Pursue
This Avenue of Improving Emotional Intelligence...

As Honestly These Days More Than Ever Before
Even Finding Someone Warm Enough to Look Up
From a Screen And Greet Someone With Warm
Confident Whole Complete Enough Eyes of Love

Unconditional
Is Becoming
Harder than
Ever Before to Find...

SMiLes i could Easily See You
Being A Psychotherapist For
Folks One Day or Some Other
Kind of Counselor As You Have
The Human Touch Well Developed...

Perhaps You Would Be the Psychotherapist
Who Gained Enough Emotional Intelligence
To Heal Someone With A Very Complicated
Mood Disorder Like Border Line Personality
Disorder that is Sadly Most Often Caused by
Some Kind of Abuse in Early Ages or Neglect...

And Some Psychotherapists Turn Them Away
As They Just Give Up on them as Human Beings...

i Always Try to Remember We All Walk in Different
Shoes And At Least in Friendships i Have A lot of
Room For Understanding And Forgiveness Yet Yes

It's True My God How Blessed i am to Have A Wife
Who Wears Her Heart on Her Sleeve Where There
Are Never Any Silent Games Sure There Are Angry

Days Yet

There are
No Guessing
Games And She
Lives Her Life Complete
Enough Whole Just to be
in A Loving Relationship With Life..

Indeed That is More Rare Than Ever Now my FRiEnD...
You Are So Young i Hope You Find That Kind of Comfort One Day in 100 Percent Faith of Trust...
Yet You Have So Many Years to Grow And Yes It's Important You Find Someone to Grow with too...

Other than that Human Relationships Are a Real Art That Requires Full Focus in Practice And Sadly

For So Many
People, People
Are No Longer
Put First on

Life's To Do List...
That'S A World-Wide Disorder indeed...
And A Very Dangerous one As Well my FRiEnD...
As Well As Putting the Rest of Nature Down on the to Do List too...

SMiLes FRiEnD
Aleesha How

Do We Become
Unique In God's
EYeS Within We

Love We Love to

Create Original

Works of

Art

Look
Around
We Will
And See All Of
What God Does
And We too So Free

So Free

So Free

As Original

Art God Breathes You Now

Giving Sharing Caring Freely
With No Restraints Humans Born
of Star Dust Star Flower Seeds

To Bloom
Again
Stars
WE ARe
We Dance
And Sing
Now With

Free Wings
To FLoWeR
Seeds New We Become
Living Trees Never Blooming Before...

Other Than That i Love Your Poem
FLoWinG it Flows And Becomes The
Essence of the Dancing Song Your Soul Uploads...

SMiLes Dear Karlien Here is Another Word And It is "Autotelic"
The Ability One Develops In Flow of Activities in Focus of one
Task That Through Bio-Feedback Allows Us to Eventually

Generate Our Own
Happiness even
When We Are Not
Doing the Focus on Task
FLoWinG Activities And Yes
Of Course Meditative Activities

Will Be Best And in my Case i Use
An Increasingly More Complex Free Dance and
Meditation in Writing in Flow As i am Doing now

too With SMiLes

It As if Life Becomes

A Dance And Song And
We Get to Create The MuSiC
Within That Makes Us Feel So
Good As Soul Mates And Best
FRiEnDS With Our Selves Yes Whole
Complete And Enough that Makes it so
Much Easier to Be FRiEnDS with Others
And Even Tolerate And Accept Their Differences

More As it is Us
Who After Every
Challenge Who
Will Be Able
To Generate
Our Own Happiness Within
in Bio-Feedback of Autotelic Meditative Flow
Where The Activity We May Do May Become
More and More Complex in Human Potentials
Yet It Will Seem All Effortless in Ease in A Sweet
Spot Tween Apathy and Anxiety Indeed mY FRiEnD
And Yes Multi-UniVerses Do Exist Here on EartH!

As Every Human Being is A Pair of God EYeS NoW
And All the Rest Birthing A New Unique UniVerse
to Perceive And Exist iN ETernal Now Change

So Yes We aRe
Different in Parts
THiS Way YeT STiLL
Whole of All in ALL ParTs
That Make Existence Real
We Do Assist to Co-Create
With All As Well... SMiLes You
Are A Unique And Very Talented
Set of God EYes my FRiEnD Karlien
Pleasure All Mine And Honor to Be Part

of Your

Multi-Verse
Human View True!...

HAha Yes Karlien i’ve
Written A Very Long
Comment

Too Not
Only Forgetting
To Send It Shutting

It Down too
Yet Yes Just
An Opportunity
To Improve Again

In Autotelic Flow...

SMiLes Dear Soni
Just Thinking About You
Yesterday Wondering if You

Got
Bogged

Down in
Computer
Science Hehe

It's True as the Little
Stars Protect the Moon

Art Protects Your HeART Now
Your SPiRiT YouR SouL From

Disappearing
So Far Behind

Dark Matter
Clouds Lost

Out of ART
That Makes You Truly ALL SmART
With That Said Glad to See you Back

Dear

FRiEnD...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Lotcmk3NAYI

Ah Yes Dear Miriam
(Such A Poetic
Name Just A
M i R i AMusT
In this Poem)
HeHe i only Say
Your Name Now

When You Yes You
Treasure Yourself
Becoming Part of

The River Now

FLoWinG Free

BE A Traveler Now

New No LooKinG Back
Oh Yes Ahead is Behind
Now Gift Present Flow Prize
Water Wave Ocean Whole Free

(Oh My God in New York City)

Seriously Now You've Been Through
A Lot of CR8P This Year You Really
Deserve A Poem or Two Or So hehe When
i Think of You i Think of my Mother Raising

Kids Alone

Working

So Hard

Indeed

She Deserves
Then A Guardian
Angel Along the Way Two

And More In Fact i Believe Everyone
Does No Matter if they are Naughty or Nice...

Yet It's True There is Only So Much my Sister

and me Will Do As You Continue to Raise Your

Guardian

Angel True...

Colors oF LiGHT

Frequencies Waves

Vibrations FLoWeRS

BRing to

Mind's Eye
Generating

Beauty

Feelings

Sublime So
Deep Radiating
From Savvy's Art

Sensing Synergies HeART

SPiRiT SoUL FLoWeRinG Our World
So Beautiful BRiGHT iN CoLoRS LiGHT

Hi-Five!

It's Nice
to Have
An Every DaY ALWaYS
FLoWeRinG FRiEnD NoW...

Oh September a Signal For me For So Many Days
That Dark Was Closing In Yes Those Hours oF LiGHT

Going Away When Commuting in Heavy Traffic 30 Miles
Both Ways to A Naval Air Station to Work in the Headquarters

Building There Getting Up at Dark to Go To Work At Least Watching
The Sunrise Close to the Beach Where the Navy Station is Still Located

Oh Lord The Long Tired Drive Home Days

Continuing to Get Shorter And Shorter
Every Year Since Schooling Seasonal

Affective Disorder For me
There Was Always a Vague
Dread Dear Miriam About September

to me Falling Moods Getting Darker A Little
Bit of Relief With Christmas LiGHTS in Shortest
Days of December Yet Wait! Bright Colorful Screens
to the Rescue Yet Wait! Dopamine Shots of Smart Phones
Night and Day Yet Wait! Now i Get to Go out in the Sunshine
in the Middle of the Day Bare As Furry Bears Will Be No More

Seasonal Affective
Disorder For me NoW

As the Sun As Designed
By Nature is Enough to Regulate
Emotions And Integrate Senses With A Free
Dance And Song in Autotelic Flow of Course

Shadows on the Barn Late at Night Yet Sunshine
Rising and Staying In Staycation Within Out of DarK

Now i Marry the Night
And Merry The Day

Yet it Was So Hard
When i Was Trapped
in A Cave of a Car and
Work For So Many Years
As September Through December
Darkness Approached So Many Crosses
One May Carry in Life So Many Ones that
May Be Dropped in A Golden Age With A U Shaped
Diagram of Happiness Where Folks Are Happiest When
Young and Old Sadly the First Line Above Has Been Replaced
By College Age Students 40 Percent Functionally Depressed And
60 Percent of College Age Students Functionally Anxious With General

(And Assessed As
So Very
Lonely too)

Anxiety too
Yet It's True With
So Much Instant Gratification
And The Disappearance of Human
Attention Spans to less than 3 Seconds
As Science Shows on Average Yes Less than
Gold Fish Attention For Real It is the Nature of the

Beast of Super Abundance

One Must (May) Find a Way to Still
Tow A 'Cross' And Lift One Self Up Toward

LiGHT That is Generated Within and Not Be So Dependent on Technology
That Aims to Make Human Beings Addicts Without Much Focus to Live at all...

Dancing Singing in 'Wu Wei'
Effortless Ease Always RiSinG

Higher in Autotelic FLoW on A Tight

Rope Evolving in Complexity And Simplicity

Of Effortless Ease Even More WHeRE ALL Focuses

On One Task Now Until a Next One Naturally comes

Out of Time, Distance, Space,

And A 'Matter of Things'

Just FLoWinG WiTHiN

Naked Enough

Eternally Now

Whole Complete
Dancing Singing A Tightrope Now New
Dear Savvy Higher And Higher in Ease
iNHaLinG Peace ExhalinG LoVE Real
Giving Sharing Caring Healing
With Least Harm For All
A Practice of Heaven
Eternally Now
WiTHiN For
Real Dear FRiEnD...

It Doesn't Take A 'Rocket Scientist'
(Without the Ability to Build A Rocket
to the Moon That Will Really Lift-Off)
To Understand That People Who Are
Constantly Marginalized and Treated As
Outcasts in Society Are More Likely to Commit Suicide.

Case in Point, Autistic Folks; Yes Baby, As Well As 'LGBQT PLUS

Folks too;' Yet of Course When You Are Not Comfortable in the
Body You Are Born in And There is Literally No Escape, Let's Just

Use

Common Sense
And Feel of Empathy
IF We Have Enough Cognitive
Empathy and Compassion to Figure

Out What is Obvious As Birds With Feathers who actually Fly.

And For The Folks Here Who Suggest That Emotional Pain isn't
As Hard As Physical Pain, Let's Just Refer Back to the Empathy

Above That's REAL;

This is Stuff that Most Grade School Kids Have Figured Out;
True Now they are More 'Acclimatized' New to 'Different'

And Hope for a Newer World of LoVE iN Peace For the

Marginalized in

Society For Real.

Human Ignorance
in All the SHades of
Grey to BLacK Abyss
it comes in is Responsible
For the Most Harming, Raping,
Maiming, Killing oF All of Nature
NoW As 'This CuLTuRaL Pandemic' That Humans
Bring Will Hopefully Find A Remedy Sooner than soon...

Yes! Through Social Justice Baby! For all, Not Just Old Angry Dudes, Etc...

WAKE THE F
UP! GROW A Damned HeART!
Hey! if the Grinch WiLL Do it!
And Even if Trump Can't, THere

is Still God Damned Grinch Hope Left;

And To Be Clear This isn't Personally
Directed to 'The Audience Specifically here;'

An Analysis, Careful, In Hundreds of Thousands
of Interactions Longitudinally For Decades It is; Gonna
Take More Than 'Gold Fish Attention Spans' to Read
my 'Research Paper,' hehe...
It's Starts With An 'S For
Hope' And Ends With an L

for Love;

Clue:
SouL;

And P For Peace

You Know 'Who'
Perhaps 'Faith'
of 'Oh (ou) You' too.

“People are illogical, unreasonable, and self-centered.
Love them anyway.” SMiLes Dear Chaymaa A Mighty
Cross to Lift; Particularly Since Circa 2015
in the United States
Yet It's True i Love
A Challenge Oh
i STill Do With SMiLes...

It’s Nice to Have A Captive
Hehe Particularly Live
Audience to Art to
Whether it is
Poetry Song
Or Dance With
SMiles i Remember
When i Used To Get
Notifications For ‘Decoding
HappYness’ And Yes i Remember
You Asking me Advice on How
To Title it And If You Should
Pursue A Writing Career
Instead of Accounting
Such A Bright Creative
Gem You Surely Still

Are How
About Some
More Colorful
Fall Leaves As
Seasons Change Or
Another Artistic SMile
You So Often Shared With

me True So Many Memories
Anyway as i Remember it all

HAha Even From The Beginning
When You asked me How Much

i Weigh 17 Less or So Pounds Ago In 2015

At 233 American Pounds

And You Said Yes One Day
You Would Love to Dance
On The Beach Indeed in
Someways You Made

That Dream Come True

Yet i Should Have known
Better To Put it in Metric

As That Surely Must
Have Sounded Like

A Quarter Instead
Of only Close to An
Eighth of A Ton And True
Yes Y.O.U. Always Seemed
So Much Taller to me than

A Hair under
Five Foot
Three hehe
So Tiny Indeed
Yet Kinda Tall
Still For India With
SMiles Anyway

Nostalgic
September
MuSinGS like
Fall Leaves to
me So Colorful Indeed
As No We Don’t Have
Much Brown in Florida
Yet With All the Dry Heat we Have Some...

A Terror Beyond Horrifying

Experiencing the Suicide Disease

Not Understanding How Much Harder

Life Will Be Than Death Dear Miriam my

Wife Saying With Terror You Are Going to 'Leave me'
Aren't

You And

No One Else's

Choice Yet Mine

Not Sure if i Ever told you
The Story Yet Picking Out a Tree
On A Road My Wife Never Named

A Couple of Years into the Suicide Disease

Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia Along With 18
Other Mostly Work-Stress Related Disorders

In Synergy of Life Threat Shut-in my Bedroom

Not Wanting to Go Yet Not Sure if i Could Bear
Another Second in 66 Months With a Dentist Drill in my Right
Eye and Ear With No Drug That Would Touch the Pain Or Numb

A Chain off of my Work-Out Machine A Tree Deep On that Forest

Road Now Cleared Away For a Huge Subdivision my Plan Only

The Vultures Would Find me For a Meal to Make Life Some Purpose

Then That Spring Morning my Wife Waking Up Saying She Had the

Strangest Dream She and Her Deceased Grandmother Hanging Ornaments on A

Tree on that Road She Named She Never Talked About Before i Didn't Take That

Chain Out of the Bicycle Basket Until the Pain Went Away on July 19th, 2013

Yet There Was No Doubt God Existed At that Point and i had No Choice Thank

God Yet to Stay of Course It Would Be Up to me to Look Within And Find This

God Beyond

All Names

That Sends

Miraculous Dreams

to Folks Who Still Wear Wings...

i've Witnessed the Most Horrible Nightmares

i Never Imagined Could Ever Exist Within me for Real

i've Witnessed The Most Wonderful Dreams in Fruition Within

me For Real That i Never Imagined Could Exist Before And Every

Role That Folks Said i Couldn't Play in Life i Proved to myself i WILL

This Much i Know

For Sure i Know Nothing

Yet Total Non-Knowing Faith

God Yes Life is a Gift Life is a Curse

Yet We Hold Each Other Up A Stranger

Same as A Closest Friend Once We Reach
'The Farthest Star' Within...

Where Death and Life

Is Foe No More

Than Birth

With SMiLes
All That's Left to Do Is Do...

KiSS oF JoY NoW at least
in Florida Dear Cindy Aspiring
Clouds and Rain to BRinG Fall

Breezes as True FRedwoods
Still Inspiring Mountain Tops More

With
SMiLes...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sRPUO6gGSh8

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