Scintillate wrote:
Those are some beautiful words..
When I'm alone I don't even think about happiness, its simply, existing the way I can, the further I pursue music, the deeper I feel it, the more I know, the harder yet better it gets.
I like your attitude. Look for happiness and it will probably elude you. Let life be itself and happiness has a chance to find you, for then your ego will not get in its way. Some wise person once said, "The more I know, the more I know I don't know". That is the beginning of wisdom. And here is another quotation I like, this one is from the philosopher Spinoza: "All great things are as difficult as they are rare". Perhaps you are finding that in your music. Lose yourself in it and you may find yourself. Or better, you may find something beyond yourself that is richer and deeper than yourself and your little happiness.