UnLoser wrote:
I'm a regretful atheist and have AS. I believe that a belief in God usually has a positive impact on people's lives and happiness- it did for me. But I was powerless to stop my belief from shifting to agnostic atheism as I slowly put together the facts and lack thereof. Reality is much bleaker than fantasy.
Danimal wrote:
Maybe the majority of Americans claim to be Christian, but they don't act like it. We are a nation full of hypocrites.
VERY true.
Well I went from atheist to a kind of panentheistic deist over time. I see direct, conscious experience as the true foundation of reality, all experiences are a mutual reflection of every other experience (you're a distant echo of me and visa versa), love is realizing your interconnectedness to a person or object, all things in reality are interconnected, so the ultimate awareness is ultimate love, and the sense of disconnection and alienation to your surroundings is the ultimate illusion since you're, in actuality, an intrinsic part of it. So therefore God (the totality of all conscious experience and awareness) is love.
The reason I think love is the most valued emotion to us as humans is because its a holographic reflection of the ultimate reality. Every feeling of connection, hope, and peace, is a glimmer of truth shining through from behind the veil of illusion were born into. This existence of suffering and attachment were in amounts to a house of mirrors so that conscious experience doesn't get bored with itself and eternity. All the pain, suffering, and anguish we experience, in the end, only compliments and gives more meaning to love. The only reason I think there's so much damage wrought into this world over attachment to possessions, people, and fear, is the illusion of disconnection and alienation is so strong that we mistake that for the true reality. In the end, though, were all one energy and singularity that will exist forever. So, I don't think this existential fear we all carry with us of not being accepted or not being loved is rational, because we are all, in the end, a pure expression of unity.
Exploring these ideas have helped me out a lot, and I find it to be logical and not just wishful thinking.
In the end, I see reality as the ultimate epic, romance, tragedy, horror, exhibition, and freak show, all rolled up into one. It is what it is, and I get the sense it has to exist for consciousness to come full circle with itself.