techstepgenr8tion wrote:
I was raised Catholic, certain things didn't work and I found with enough searching that the Hermetic current suited me better.
One thing I could add - I joined BOTA in 2013 and technically on paper in California it's filed as a religious organization albeit it really tries to interrelate and penetrate a series of sacred philosophic and mystic/magical systems. Like AMORC they have weekly monographs to study - in this case esoteric tarot study and meditation, Hermetic Qabalah and the tree of life with its 32 intelligences per the Sefir Yetzirah, the cube of space which is a different arrangement of the 22 tarot trump also along the 22 letters of the Hebrew alphabet, and as time goes on further explorations into esoteric astrology, alchemy, sound and color, The Great Work, etc.. I only really found this order after wading past a lot of new-age, semi new-age, going back for a serious study of the bible, and finding that the late 1900th century Golden Dawn pretty well had their finger on the pulse of things - of which this order was in a lot of ways a life preserver for many of their findings (as well as Israel Regardie's so-called Complete Golden Dawn).
It's been really fascinating to read up on just what kind of, not so much hidden as less-known, philosophic history the west has by way of Greece, Egypt, and Alexandrian Judaism as brought up from their roots in the various local and religious mysteries up through the Alchemists, the Rosicrucians, the discoveries of the more renowned Catholic mystics, etc.. The core of all this stuff really seems to much less about finding a religion to end all religions (particularly as we seem to be in too big a system for that) so much as finding philosophic ways to resolve internal challenges as well as developing the subjective life and faculties in a more disciplined manner.
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