Oodain
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30 Jul 2011, 5:33 pm
Kraichgauer wrote:
donnie_darko wrote:
Sweetleaf wrote:
donnie_darko wrote:
Sweetleaf wrote:
I am saying I would like to put my differences aside to save anyone even satan himself, but I don't know if I would be able to.....and even then if I did save him from drowning like in your example if he turned around and tried to kill me or someone else then yeah I would defend myself or others and kill him if I had to.
oh okay. so deep down, you still have SOME sympathy for even the worst people? but would harm them if it were the only way to save others or yourself?
Yeah though its not that deep down, I am fairly open about it.
I hope i didn't offend you by the way. It's just I have had some bad thoughts, due to my OCD and also bad sexual thoughts which are connected to the anxiety I've felt since I was a small child, and I feel really guilty about them and I'm always afraid that my OCD would overcome me and I would do something and nobody would love me anymore.
But I am a very loving, caring person so I don't think I would ever hurt anyone.So I feel kind of bad for anyone who's done bad things because I know that it's possible they could have started out as great people but then deteriorated because of anxiety. My anxiety has become so bad that sometimes I can't think about anyone or anything else, but the anxiety, I wouldn't be surprised if a lot of crazy shooters and stuff used to be loving caring people but their anxiety destroyed them.
No. Good people are like you, since you are worried that there is something inside yourself that could harm others.
Bad people have never cared that what was negative inside might someday get out and hurt others. In fact, they live for the day, fantasizing about it, over and over.
-Bill, otherwise known as Kraichgauer
i think you hit the nail on the head,
30 Jul 2011, 5:36 pm
