ProbablyOverthinkingThisUsername wrote:
To be honest I'm not entirely sure anymore. I was raised (non-Lutheran) protestant Christian, and I still very much like the core idea of Christianity (i.e. God being loving to the point of self sacrifice), but on the other hand a lot of Christianity in western culture kind of rubs me the wrong way. It is, at once, too self-assured that all of the answers are contained within their particular way of looking at a collection of odds and ends written a very long time ago (not to knock the Bible, there are some very good pearls of wisdom in there if you know where to look), and too ready to dismiss the spirit of the message for the letter...
That was one of the reasons I got away from at least anything organized for a while. I had the chance to read the bible a couple times and I had the suspicion confirmed that there was a considerably more profound cycle of content beneath the letter, particularly in the mystical symbolism, that snapped things into a very different sort of context than I was expecting when I found some active leads on it (or at least what seemed to answer the puzzle to my best satisfaction).
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