01001011 wrote:
Chevand wrote:
I've heard that some people find it liberating, but in my view, there is no contest: to me, the most depressing philosophy is nihilism. The stance that nothing-- not life, nor morality-- has any intrinsic value poses what I see as a real problem (particularly, I think, for secularists like myself).
Add to that eliminative materialism, which rejects the existence of the subject 'I'.
Actually, I think eliminative materialism actually comes as something of a relief to someone with a nihilistic mindset. Certainly when I was extremely depressed and realised clearly how pointless everything was, coming to the conclusion that 'I' didn't exist anyway (as anything more than transient thoughts and feelings) was useful as it implied that the lack of meaning to my life wasn't important.
Although intellectually I still believe these things to be the truth (that nothing has intrinsic value and I don't exist anyway), I think it is impossible to really feel them unless in a state of profound depression - as depression lifts things appear to become important again and it is very difficult for a mentally healthy individual to lose that sense of importance, because it is so essential to life. Although important things essentially have only relative importance, to oneself or to the human race in general, relative importance is enough to base morality upon and enough to enjoy life even if one is well aware that this importance is just an illusion.
Ironically, despite my nihilistic mindset, I am now one of the happiest people I know - partly because I have stopped striving for anything in particular (other than keeping my life as it is), stopped caring about anyone or anything too much, and enjoy transient moments in the knowledge that I may well feel depressed again in the future but that doesn't matter - that will be another self and I have no real reason to keep myself alive and suffering if things get really bad. I don't think that it is possible to get this way by choice however and I wouldn't really recommend it (people have said they envy me my lack of concern about my long-term future - I doubt they would envy me if they knew how I had got there), even though I do feel that my experiences have shown me the truth about the (lack of) meaning of life.
Actually I think extreme solipsism is a far more depressing prospect - it is effectively nihilistic anyway (what is the point of an existence that is all self created anyway and noone to share it with), with the added horror of potentially existing for eternity, together with whatever pain you create for yourself. This must be what it would be like to be God.
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