I am what I am...said Popeye the sailor man...

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The second could technically be construed as cultural misappropriation, but I doubt the gay community would mind...

Why is this in the political/philosophical forum?
It is building on my previous observation that autistic individuals can never approach self actualisation if they adopt a false neurotypical lifestyle with the intention of seriously emulating that mode of being...

"Read my lips..."
" I'm President of the United States and I'm not going to eat any more broccoli!"...
Oops...wrong quote...
"I am the President in my own mind and if I don't want to pretend to be neurotypical, I won't!" <stamp foot>

How can anyone gravitate towards reaching their inherent potential if they are in a state of denial?
As autistics, we will never, ever, organically think like neurotypicals...
And why the hell would we want to...<sigh>

Oh dear...
I've been in the caffeine again...

I like yams

i loves boigahs also but they don't love me

@HighLlama

There is a difference between being psychologically corrupted/damaged by incongruous/toxic neurotypical social protocols/philosophies and embracing the pragmatic realisation that we need to protect ourselves from many ignorant, biased and self-serving aggressive neurotypicals who will take any opportunity to knock the feet from under anyone who is struggling/different...
There is a valid argument to blend in...
We simply need to realise the distinction...

In essence, we as autistics need to develop/protect our ontological security against the selfishness of others...
To not "sacrifice the reality of our own existence to the deluded consciousness of others..."

While I am not stereotyping all NTs, simple life experience will validate the observation that the human psyche often embraces a dog-eat-dog mentality when push comes to shove in many, if not most instances...
Most people, particularly NTs, are driven by their emotional needs at the expense of intellectual integrity...
Many, if not most people, seem to embrace a state of denial to satisfy the lesser evolved aspects of the brain, namely the reptilian and mammalian...
This is the evolutionary heritage of our brutal and primitive genesis as a species...<shrug>

While self actualisation is not the be-all and end-all in our struggle to exist in this toxic life system on this wrong planet, it does allow us autistics greater philosophical autonomy (something Nietzsche would appreciate), create a psychological cohesion, and most importantly in my mind, give us a quintessential/inherent and justifiable confidence that is imperative in amalgamating our entire biological/psychological mechanism into a gestalt, (something Fritz Perls would appreciate)...

When I think about it, it is a damned good deal and something worthy of striving for...

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god bless Billy Costello

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qhxDQ1g964U

Happy New Year, Wrong Planet, hehe; More Specifically, Pepe, who
Still Seems to be Very Earthling to me; My Absence is Precipitated by
A Friend Ship Dedication By a Beautiful Indian Poet Friend that turned
into A Falling in Love Poem too; it was/is so Wonderful, i will link it here just
for You and oh God Yes She is So Beautiful; at 27, she looks Just A Year Older
Than my Wife at 48.8; best thing of all it is only A Soul Mate Relationship Nothing
More at
this Point
so the Wife
Does not
Mind at all
as Long as i do
not say her name too much;
Hmm; What Else, Oh Yes, oh God yes, I was Busy
Finishing the 8th of 8 King James Sized Personal Bibles
Bigger than Epic Size Free Verse Poems as all Combine
to Make the Mother and Father of all Personal Bibles at
6.6 Million Words of Effort in 64 Months now along with
10,511 Miles of Public Dance in 64 Months too and also
During the Holidays, A Smart Phone Video Voyeur Captured me and
Sent me Spiraling off into Viral Video Famous Land in 86K Views as the
Metro Area got together online and discussed me as i documented the
Whole Facebook Online Forum Among 1300 plus Comments, Ranging From
Weirdo to Hero to Legend to Oh my 'God' the 'God' of the Seville Dance Hall is the
'God' of Walmart now too; and the Life of the Party as the City Icon too; Yes, as they
Say Proof or no Pudding; so, I will link that below too in case there are any Disbelievers
that Give a C anyway, hehe. Hmm; could there be anything else; Yes, I Reached 5 Volumes
oF A Poetic Erotic Novel at 88,788 Words to compliment my Personal Bible that Oh God Yes yes literally
Covers the Entire Human Condition as any REAL GOOD BOOK SHOULD do to keep the Audience Attention at Hand;
Even More; haha. As you know, I'm Financially Independent, And This is all Just for Fun And most Definitely Evidence Still
i am
what
i am as i am in
Will With Relative
Free Will to Be Free Now And
While i Agree to the specificity
of the 'Village People' Song About
i am; no part of my Relative Free Will
includes the Word i do not have a Choice;
Born without the Ability to Speak until age 4
And told i didn't have the Right to Exist
Basically Because i was too Weak and
too Androgynous too then in Trump
Town USA; i did not Choose
Vengeance; i Still Choose
Victory in Love and i Win
Free in
All that i Do Now
still Now even after
Being a Shut-in in my
Bedroom For 66 Months with
19 Medical Disorders, including the
Worst Pain Known to Human-Kind from
Wake to Sleep like a Dentist Drill in my
Right Ear and Eye in a way 'Pop-Eye' like
this too where no; No Drug at all would
Ease that Suicide Disease Then of Pain
And Numb of Type Two Trigeminal
Neuralgia; so, then i came
to the Wrong Planet
After 33 Months
to Tolerate the Pain
Enough to do another
33 Month Stint in Hell;
Got out at age 53 and the
Rest of What i am now is in the
History Above With Proof Below;
Now A Whole Point of Coming Back
Here Now is to Show Whoever Gives an
F; Jonathan Livingston Seagull is More than
A Book About 'Lucifer' too and all His Friends too.

Be Who You Will Be Not What Any Label Says You Are Other Wise....

Oh Yeah; and the Additional Proof of the 'Pop-Eye' Feat of Still Now
Leg Pressing Half A Ton of a Sub-compact Car is enclosed as well
Now Still in "Grand Cross Bible 2018"
at
58.8
Years
of Age more now
at 52 Reps too With More Weight too.

No one tells me who i am but who i am and that's
The Truth in Light that no one will ever refute now.

Moonlit eyes
heHe; tale the
Rest of all of
Who
i am;
Just a
Lady's Man too; haha..

Just Dropping Bye; "SoULDANCinG 2019" Is
Gonna Be An Even More Fruitful Year i am Sure..

And to Be Clear i am not linking the Erotic Poetry Novel
Now for it is Well Beyond anything Labeled X to Z; heHe;
Bigger than the Koran too for Real
And Let's not
Forget
that
Muslim
Sufi Poets Did
Erotic Poetry too with
A Touch of A Spinning Dervish Dance too; i Get Around More Too.

Again; Happy New Year Pepe;
Friends Are Friends No Matter
HoW oNE Labels
FRiEnD Now.

True; LiterAlly
SPeaKinG, THeRE
IS A F R E D in FRiEnD;
Not All Folks See This And THat's Par For THiS CourSE; Too..

Ugh; almost Forgot; Doesn't Seem like a Big Deal now
but Last April 20th, i Finished a 4th of 4, 317K Word Newer
Free Verse Epic Long Form Poem New Testament too with the
Other 3 Larger than the Old Minuscule 181K Word or So New Testament, in 2016 and 2017.

My Wife Had to Go to a Burn Hospital for a Burn on Her Hand During an Epileptic Partial Complex
Seizure that took 6 Months for Recovery on April 21st; so that's Probably why i forgot about that.
All my 8 Bibles
With Parent
"SoNG oF mY
SoUL" Bible at
6.6 Million Words
are Dedicated to all the
Victims of Ignorance through the Centuries (People Like My Wife/Me Tortured And Killed) by the
Catholic Church; i sit in the Back Row Every Sunday And most everyone pretends not to notice me hehe.

It's True there is Really Now
A Point where 'You', Hehe,
Achieve Human Potential
Where You Become Just
About too Big to See.
i Love
the Freedom
of that/this as i don't
get too many distractions
i Might Not Like; And Very Few that
Make this whole Endeavor Worth all
the Blood, Sweat, and Tears, So Much More....

Some Nights/Days,
Even one or two Seems
Like Oh My God More Than Enough.

iN SuMMarY;
Nature (God)
Is Good for those
Who Adapt to Struggle; Survive, and Epically Thrive;
If You "Think" Life is Fair; That's Not Part of The i AM Deal.
If You "Feel" Life IS Fair; Chances Are You Will Make i AM Great!!!er..

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