JLD wrote:
You are traped in self reflectione.
I had to work up, to the point of self reflection.
I willingly admit to enlightened-self interest and having agendas.
JLD wrote:
They invented all these stupid diagnosis to eliminate possibility of resistance
What am I supposed to be resisting, in particular.
I think, people forever on the path of resistance, will make their own trouble, even where they do not find any.
When you tell yourself that this is a world of eternal struggle, you either manifest that trouble, or it becomes a self-fulfilling prophecy, to the extent that everything becomes a part of your delusion. It becomes the trouble, that you are always looking for. Everything in your surroundings, every physical stimulus, every passing thought, gets reworked into your war footing.
I recently saw a nosy neighbor. On death ground. He would have been high on adrenaline, just when walking his dog. And, he got in a fight, with my peach tree.
I have seen members of my family start with a little white lie, or two. It becomes histrionic, and snowballs into full blown senility.
Are we focusing on contention and strife, when we will something to power. Does something we build-up, in our mind overtake us, fully, taking control of our senses.
If so, we might think of altruism, or at least some objective, material goal.