ion wrote:
When I was 10, I had the insight that "I exist!", which have returned every now and then, and it's only lately that it hasn't scared the crap out of me.
It might sound weird, but before that, I was only going along, observing, but I think at that time I understood my own existance and felt that it was strange, like going to a theatre and finding yourself on thestage instead of in the audience.
That's a kind of self-realisation, I pressume.
Yeah ... I can't get stoned anymore because when I do I get this same realisation once every 30 seconds, it slams into me with a jolt each time ... scary.