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Kraichgauer
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Location: Spokane area, Washington state.
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Interesting, I've Been Historically Diagnosed
With Autism By Four Medical Professionals Now
(Sub-Clinically Still Now With Asperger's Syndrome)
And My Sister Has Been Diagnosed By One of those
Medical Professionals; And That Was All From a Span
of Almost 14 to 5 Years Ago; It's Worth Noting That There
Is No Actual Blood Test or Other Biological Test for Autism;
Autism Is Assessed By Behavioral Deficits Now As Well As History
of the Person Now, When The Deficits Arise to Difficulties in Social Capacity
In Functioning In Home and Work Life, And Overall Functioning in Society; And
That May Be Associated With Focused, Persevering, Repetitive, Special Interest Behaviors Or
Reciprocal Social Communication Deficits As Well, With Associated Reported Hypo-Sensitivities
And Or Hyper-Sensitivities too; While It Was Easy for my First Psychiatrist to 'Spot the Aspie' in 2008,
Only Taking One Diagnostic Session; Ever Since i Became A Free Verse Poet, Connecting Emotions
With Words, And Dancing A Public Meditating Autotelic Flowing Dance too in Regulating Emotions
And Integrating
Senses, Identifiable
Behavioral Deficits of
So-Called Autism Have Melted Away;
Hehe, until they Find out now JUST HOW FOCUSED
i AM STILL, ON MY TWO SPECIAL INTERESTS OF FREE DANCE
AND SONG THAT EVEN AS SCIENCE SHOWS NOW ARE IRONICALLY
VALIDATED THERAPIES TO REDUCE THE DEFICITS IN SOCIAL-RECIPROCAL
COMMUNICATION DEFICITS (Movement therapy is studied to actually
Improve Our ability to Assess A Theory of Mind in Others, Both
Affectively And
Cognitively)
OF AUTISM;
OF COURSE, IN MY
CASE, THERE IS NO
CATCH 22; ALL i'M
LEFT WITH ARE THE REAL
GIFTS OF HYPER-FOCUS
AND REGULATED AND INTEGRATED
HYPER SOCIAL EMPATHIC SENSORY SENSITIVITIES....
NO STEM CELLS FOR ME; ALL NATURAL, JUST RETURNING
TO WHAT OUR ANCESTORS USED TO DO ALL DAY AND NIGHT
THROUGH THE FORAGE OF THE SUN AND MOON, DANCING AND SINGING
THEIR WAY FREE THROUGH SURVIVING AND THRIVING, in Emotional Regulation
And Sensory Integration;
THE TRUTH, IS THE ENTIRE
GLOBE IS BECOMING MORE
'AUTISTIC', in terms of issues
With Social Empathic, Artistic
Spiritual Intelligences as of course
The Revenge of 'The Left Brain Thinking Nerds'
Is Already Here as We LiVE iN 'Bill Gates' and 'Zuckerberg'
And 'Alex Land' too Hehe; And That's Surely Okay as Someone
Had to Build
The
Highway Systemizing
to Heaven online too...
Almost Like a Metaphor
For 'Stem Cells' in iRobot Ways...
Anyway, Before i Even Started the
Public Dance; A Meditative Flow of
Writing, Both Poetically And Non-Poetically,
Over Years of Consecutive Days Writing Online
As That Will Arise to Over 13 MiLLioN Words in
11 Years of Doing That Since Thanks Giving Day
of 2010; Yep, November 25, the First Day i Started
Writing on the 'Wrong Planet' (Thanks 'Alex' for Therapy
That Does Really Work; Talk Therapy In Focus of Writing
Words, Both Looking Within And Mused By Words of Other Folks too
That Basically Helps to Regulate Emotions and Integrate Senses as
The Two Work together to Drive Us Forward In All We Do, In Or Out
of Balance, Now In A Synergy of all the Human Energies of Life)
Reduced My Symptoms to Where
In July of 2013, When i Finally Escaped
The Worst Pain and Numb Known to Humankind,
Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia, Wake to Sleep, Along
With A Life Threat of 18 Other Synergy of Human Disorders,
Mostly associated With Stress That No Drugs Would Touch;
Yes, My Autism Quotient, AQ Score, Dropped From 45 to 11;
Yes, My Emotional Quotient Test Rose from the Mid 50's to Mid 90's,
Close to the Top of that Alternative Intelligence Test; And Yes Even My
Personality Changed Greatly From INTJ to ENFP to 100 Percent
Extroversion, 100 Percent Openness, Close to Zero Neuroticism,
And Sure, Only 100 Percent Conscientious, When it Comes to My
Special Interests, Hehe; And Finally Agreeable Enough to CLEARLY SAY
NO IN DISAGREEMENT, WHEN i 'SMELL' BS LIKE STEM CELL TREATMENT FOR AUTISM.
In My Opinion,
A Return to Dance
And Song in Free Flowing
Meditative Ways of Regulating
Emotions And Integrating Senses
Is Already Proven Effective By Both me
And Science In Reducing Deleterious
Symptoms of Autism; Of Course,
There is No Way, A Life
Or Public Dance
Fits into the
Norm of
Society; Of Course,
Unless We aRe ParT of
An Indian Or Other 'Tribe' That Still
Lives A Life of Emotional Regulation
And Sensory Integration iN A Free Dance
And Song of LiFE ToGeTHeR Free in A Forage
of Real
Survival
And Thriving
Now That Makes
Life Really Worth Living,
Hand IN Hand, With All of Nature in Balance Now...
In other Words, Humans Haven't Really Advanced Much at Humanity...
And in Measurable Ways, Have Surely Devolved in Both Strength of
Mind And Body Balancing 'Soul' in One-Lifetime Now; Basically the
Same Potentials as Classically Evolved Tens of Thousands of Years
Ago as Yes, As Science Shows, Humans Still Have the General
Capability to Be as Strong as Orangutans as at 242 Pounds
of Up to 1520 Pounds of Leg Pressing Ability, Still at Age
61, Yep, i Am Literally Strong As An Orangutan, Only
Much Older And Not Quite As Hairy From Head
to Toe, HAha, Depending on Whom one
Asks..
-Reformed
Canary in
A Coal Mine...
PS, A Nice Duo of Young
Folks Attempted to Sell me on
the Benefits of Solar Panels Yesterday; They
Endured Two Hours Straight of A Fred-Talk
By me, in Much More Detail like this; Of Course, 'the
Hook' Was they Recognized me as the ONLY Local Folk Legend
of Public Dance Who Is
Famous Among
The People of the
Metro Area, Never Making
A Penny or Saying A Word From IT
(Only Known As THE DANCING GUY)
(OR UNDERCOVER SECURITY AT
WALMART AND OTHER STORES
AND PLACES AROUND THE METRO
AREA, DEPENDING ON WHO YA ASK)
THere Goes the Power of Dance...
(AND THE POWER OF SONG, WHERE
IT IS UNDERSTOOD WITH ENOUGH
ATTENTION SPAN TOO HEHE)
And Here Comes, A 'Real Forrest
Gump' in 15,733 Miles of Doing That
in 99 Months Now Still WinGinG iT ALL, ALong with An EPiC Longest
Long Form Poem in the History of Humankind, AT 9.9 MiLLioN Words;
Yet You See, i Still Have the Gifts; if STEM Cells Could Take All oF iT Away,
We Wouldn't Even Likely Have Any More 'Sistine Chapel Ceilings Fully Painted' This Way;
(That Takes A Lot of Focus, over Decades, ALong With Building Elaborate Temples too)
And Lord Knows, if 'They' Take Away the Bi-Polar Spectrum As Well; So Goes, So Many
Colors
of The Arts
Of Life that
Even Make Life
Worth Living For
The Rest of 'The Grey Scale Clan' too...
It's Possible to Regulate And Integrate,
Rather Than Totally Eliminate And Throw
The 'Baby' Out with the 'Difficult Waves of Life'...
When The Human Species Finds A Way to Create
A 'Perfect Species' Like this, With Little Mutation for
Variance to Accommodate Environmental Change, We
Basically Commit Suicide As A Species in Ignorance This Way;
Sort of Like Folks Who
Believe That the AFter
Death is Worth
More Than
The Before Death;
As Close to Half the
World of 'The Human Condition"
Is Practically Out of Touch With Reality This way too...
i Credit My Autism For Not Falling to Group Think this way...
Never Discredit The Possibility That the Little Disabled Boy Who
Can't Speak
Until 4, May
One Day Dance
And Sing What
He Always Saw Deep Within, Without Eyes or Ears;
The Essence of Autism is Surely Freest this way too...
-Helen Keller And
Others, Extremely
Paraphrased
Of Course,
Originally
Creative as Such
As Only An Autistic,
Bi-Polar Person, Could
And Will Possibly Do,
Just Like me
-me
PS: That's Frigging
Impossible, It Would
Make a "Programmer or
"Architect's" "Head Explode"
-Neo And The Oracle,
And The Fictional Two...
-With A Little Programmer
Professor and Architect
Left Over For A Splotch Of Yang
In the Yin As Balance ContinueS ETeRNaLLY
Now
ThiS way...
AS DarK iS LiGHT
-TWiLiGHT Forevernow...more
Anyway, Gotta Get Going, Got Another
58,000 Word, Bi-Weekly, EPiC Long Form
Poem SUB-Chapter MacroVerse to Put Together
As Big as A Frigging Novel, Just For Joy, And NO PAY YET BLISS NOW...
Yet First, i Will Dance
The Neighborhood
Block For Some
SMiLes First
And 'Forrest
Gump' My Neighbors..
