Everywhere I go, people always laugh at me and talk about me in bad ways. They love to say that I am basically an ugly ret*d with down syndrome. They find anything and everything to make fun of me about. They show me hate for no reason. It makes me feel hated by everyone, so I don't bother to make friends or talk to people. I even ignored some people that tried to talk to me that have done nothing at all to me. I don't regret it though, but they say I think I'm better than everyone else. Since so many people say I look like an ugly ret*d with down syndrome every single day, then I believe it completely. They say it everyday and think I don't hear or that I can't understand my own native language (English). People don't want to deal with me or put up with me because of how I look. I even get made fun of my special education students. People spread rumors that I'm in special ed by the way. This makes me feel horrible everyday, and made me even more quiet and reserved. I even started to believe I an alien.