Feeling lonely through highschool...
High school was a pretty lonely place, and yeah your lucky to have a partner, but I think being a girl with AS is a lot easier when it comes to romance than being a guy with AS, simply due to the fact that guys are the main initiator of a relationship (I strongly dislike it, but hey what can we do). I could not even imagine being a lonely person well at the same time having a girlfriend, but I guess thats why I'm an introvert. Also it always felt weird to me when I would try to fit in in my early highschool years, because I never had any specific group of friends before people just assumed I was a loner and thought it odd that I had all of a sudden wanted to join their group, not like I was a new kid or anything to them. In college it is easier, people told me it would be and well it is, also felt more open to flirting around with girls a bit (though none seem to be single xp, and perhaps if they were it'd make me too nervous). You don't feel at all worried about gaining any reputation so you can feel less nervous about messing up.
My friends are mostly like my teachers and stuff. In general, most of my really good friends are adults and elderly. I don't have a problem with that, but still.
I have good grades, I work hard, I respect my teachers. I just wish I had more friends my own age. Thats why I joined this thing.
Well if you're looking for people your own age, then you definately came to the right place, and I'm right there with you, even though I'm two years older than you. lol
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I am so sick of the tension
Sick of the hunger
Sick of you acting like I owe you this
Find another place to feed your greed
While I find a place to rest.
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