Homer_Bob wrote:
I feel I have some asexual qualities but I'm not asexual because I am attracted to girls and I do have feelings about them like feelings of sadness, frustration and jealousy of not being able to have any of them but I do greatly desire some in my dreams. However, at the same time I maybe attracted to girls but I do not want sex of any kind and I could easily live as a hermit. I wouldn't be happy but I could do it because I'm already prepared for it and even though I'm still young, I'm totally use to being alone anyways. I never pursue girlfriends and it's not exactly at the top of my list of things to do. It's weird, I have sexual feelings towards them but I still never want to have sex. Quite strange. I wish I was one percent asexual because I hate having those feelings. I can certainly pass as an asexual though.
Hmmm...well maybe you don't really desire them, you just like the idea of them?
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