greyhelium wrote:
Ive been really depressed and felt low sometimes but ive never resorted to cutting. I used to bang my head against the wall for a long time without let-up when i was younger but it was to block out the noise/stress i was experiencing. im too squemish with blood and stuff to cut, even if i am feeling very low (not very manly xD) i tend to relive these bad feelings thru external means, my anger directed towards teh outside (punching walls and stuff
) so i guess im lucky in that respect, although if it came down to it id rather hurt myself than cause pain to others. but im getting better in respects my anger, if i feel the need to damage something ill take it out on something soft like a pillow or someting
I bash myself into the wall or punch myself if I'm angry as well. I try using a pillow but sometimes I use plastic (or glass rarely, but sometimes) bottles which I smash + crush outside in the garden. It depends how angry or depressed I am.
Once, I think it was the other day, I bashed my head into the wall and a part of my head started bleeding.
I got to take it easy.