ibmat5170 wrote:
When I was about 7 or 8 I remember I masturbated a lot in the classroom. I did not know what I was doing, just that it felt good. In fact, I did not know what I was doing was even related to sex until the first time I ejaculated. It was then that I put 2 and 2 together. Since that moment when I was 12 years old, in math class with cum in my pants, embarrassed as hell, I realized I could no longer do this in public. That other people must know what I am doing. I still feel the need to masturbate during the day, several times, but now its because of sexual reasons not just because it feels good. I wait until my lunch break where I have a single occupancy clean bathroom, and on my 3 oclock break. I would never play with my penis in my pants in public anymore as an adult. If you cannot wait until you get home, you need to find a private place where you can take 5 minutes and get it out of your system, because public masturbation is a sex crime in most, if not all, states.
Crime or not crime, the possibility that others will take you as a perv is a sufficient deterrent. You like manual release override do you?
I also had a problem with it when I was a teenager, maybe not in public, but I liked it and I still like it