I realize, more and more, that the social life I have "built"... or, perhaps more accurately, the social life that has built around me, is somewhat contrived and forced. I used to look at how many hours people spent socializing with me as a rough estimate to the magnitude of my social life, but that seems to work less and less. Sure, I have spent more hours this semester hanging out with a more diverse array of people than ever in my life. But, it seems everyone I know is in a relationship with someone, and that they bring their boyfriends and girlfriends with them just makes me feel more the separated from them. Of course, what's so bizarre about this is not so long ago I was set on never being in another relationship, but that is an entirely different story not suited for this thread.