Decision Making

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My decision making skills are non-existent >.<

Late-December 2009 I moved from Melbourne to NZ to live with my aunt & uncle. Now, I get the decision as to whether to move back to Australia to live with my father, move to *unknown country?* with my mother, or stay in New Zealand.

Trying my hardest to really care is difficult.

The only things I can decide is that I don't want to live with my mother (who is, believe you me insane). So that leaves my father, or stay where I am. The emotional (right term?) side of the decision is sort of stunted, so I'm focusing on what my life would be like in both situations. In New Zealand, I have managed to fit in surprisingly well and its all fine and dandy, while I didn't seem to fit in at my last school (which I wouldn't be attending if I moved back anyway.) I've also gotten to a fairly comfortable level of familiarity with my aunt and uncle, so living with them another year isn't much of a problem.

At my current school, I'm fairly well liked by my teachers (i.e. my art, science and english teachers,) there are clubs (ok, 3 clubs - anime club, ESOL club and Deaf community) that I'm actively(ish) part of and I have friends + boy-I-obsess-over-slightly. I'd be living with my father and my other aunt (I think she's my aunt...) and her two (or three...?) daughters. I think she has three daughters, the oldest being 11. Sorry, but I don't enjoy the company of those (even if only by a few years) younger than me unless they possess a certain amount of maturity (or even if they're not mature at all, so long as they aren't annoying...)

I haven't gotten enough information about the school I'd be attending from my dad, so it is rather unknown *should get information from father*

.... *facepalm* Uh, and so far the only deciding point I can think of is: whether or not PE will be compulsory. Because, next year I'll be a senior (a.... junior senior? First-year senior? o.O" ) aaaaaand PE becomes an optional subject. Which is a very good thing.

Combine with the fact that within the next 2 years I want to do student exchange to either Sweden or Japan, depending on how my language skills are going...

Any ideas? >.< Ever had difficulty deciding things?

Where in New Zealand? That, is the question! I reside in Christchurch.

XD I live in palmerson North