I used to use drugs (including alcohol) as a social tool,
when you got what others like or want they will come too you and use you,
then once its all gone they will leave.
no friendship based on any drugs will ever last or be wholesome,
I have tried.
LSD: I have done more then my share,
they say over (I think) 10,000 micro-grains (around 100 hits) of use then a
person is considered not all there anymore, me I have done over 6x (600 hits of 110 mg)
that amount in my life time (at least). for the most part I used it to discover my self but
eventually it became just another abused substance, so I quit of it.
Peyote: interesting stuff, done it only about 10 times, good for meditation,
hard to find the real stuff, unless you know what your doing I would advise
staying away from it.
Meth: its scary s**t, I liked it so damn much I avoided it at all costs as well as most all the other powders, I knew if I done more I would get addicted real easy and fast, most of the people I seen that use the stuff look all shriveled and shot with the mentality that of stealing from family and friends for their next fix, avoid the s**t at all costs.
Mushrooms: fun stuff, but if you think about it, the active ingredient in it is made by nature as a poison to keep critters from eating it, eventually you will start to feel its toll on your body, and the giggles you get when you first try it quickly fade the more you use it till its not real fun anymore, and I hate the taste.
Ecstasy: I met the guy who invented it, he gave me tons of free samples,
its a burn out, the more you use it the more your emotions will destabilize.
Heroin: never done anything that takes using the needle.
Pot: used it for years as a way to help kill my sex drive because I had no sex life,
gives you the giggles at first, seems to me to most always make you feel paranoid
if your in the wrong setting, slows your brain down, the active ingredient is made by the plant as an insecticide, and eventually you wonder why your smoking it anymore while you lite your next joint.
Alcohol: this stuff will eat you alive, mostly because its legal and easy access,
it takes what your feeling and turns it from a mole hill into a mountain,
it can turn the best of people into as*holes and b***h's, runes family's,
kills people, turns your brains into trash as you crave your next fix,
seems fun at first like any other drug but eventually it becomes problematic.
whats funny is that when it was first discovered most alcohols was made with fermentation, its all yeast piss, now if drinking somethings piss is not bad for you I do not know what is.
I have tried many other drugs in my life time, the best drug I have ever found was
that of a healthy relationship with someone I love.
I have not done any illegal drugs in years now, I no longer have the desire or want.
its best to avoid those that do drugs, if you really want to learn something,
watch those that habitually use and abuse any kind of drugs, over time you will see the results again and again, unless they stop, it will rune their lives, and many times they find they cant stop once started until they lose everything that matters in their lives.
and to finish, as with all drugs, the more you use it the more your brain adapts to it so the more you will need to get high until you hit old age then your functions will weaken and you will start having a bad memory or blackouts and the like or worse, your poisoning your self.
its not worth it.
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