So I've only been on one date in my life.
I'm 18, yup, and the only date I went to was a dance that I asked a guy to (and he said yes because nobody had asked him already and he is just a nice guy).
Anyways, I've made my peace with that.
What is coming up soon though, I don't know what to do.
Prom.
Bleh.
The joy of some, and the dread of others.
Guess what category I fall into?
So I know I won't be asked by anyone because i have no semblance of a social life.
But it still really sucks.
What is even worse is that I live in a neighborhood with a lot of kids my age almost right next to the school.
I have a run of somewhere around 18-20 miles planned that day.
But I don't want to see anyone when I am running.
That is going to be hard.
What should i do?
Wear sunglasses, a hat, and keep my head down low?
They know it is me, I'm the only one who likes running.
Up until now I have been able to hide the fact that I have no life, and pretend that I am this happy normal person who has a social life.
I don't think I will even want to go to school that monday, or church that sunday because I DON'T want to see those people and hear them talk about how amazing their life is.
Depressing, I know.
What should I do?
Anybody have ANY ideas???????! !! !!
I can't be the ONLY one who has gone through this.
Thanks to anyone who answers.
10 Apr 2011, 7:36 pm
