I have no family ties?
I have a mum a dad and a brother and a sister.
My mum is really nice and has done everythingfor my got my autism diagnosed got me extra help at school and tried to stop the bullying.
I feel sorry for Dad i remember him taking me down to the park to practice football every night and i really tried to be good but i was hopeless just like i'm hopeless at everything else and one night he gave up.
My Sister hates because i'm really childish around her and I don't blame her.
My brother looks up to me but i don't know why i'm an idiot.
yet I don't feel as if I have ties with any of them and I can't wait to turn 18 and leave and I know it sounds harsh but I never want to see them again because I want a fresh start and it sounds harsh but I don't care about them I just want to leave them.
Do you think I should follow this up?
Leave home, live independantly & make a fresh start.
But don't abandon them. Stay in contact. One day it will make sense.
For now though, just stay around for them, because they care about you, and benefit from you being there.
Others like myself do not have supportive family, and it's not something to throw away,
even if you don't feel the importance of that yet.
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