Outrider wrote:
But aren't/weren't you in a satisfying relationship Kip?
i still am fortunately. nearly a year now. (christ!)
i was never a super "thirsty" guy to begin with but with her, all other girls might as well not exist, AFAIC.
i also know what it is like to go out with family, only. the last time i went out not with family or the GF was in june, with a limerent object.
not much else to complain there, my family is nice enough, and very very large even when i cannot understand half of what they are saying.
one event i remember cleanly was in the first year of middle school (when i was 12) in lunch, minding my own business when a gorgeous (to me) year girl a year older came and sat on my lap, arm around, for a reason i cannot comprehend. maybe they thought i was especially dorky and misfit and they decided to play a little prank.
naturally i started to follow her, etc. she did hug me again but then we forgot about each others existence the year later.
but that was an out of the ordinary case. otherwise i chase no one.
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