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E-Frame, it's true, you needa tell her. If you don't it'll just continue to build inside you, the sooner you get accepted the happier you'll be. The sooner you get rejected the sooner you can move on.
I know, I feel awful that I missed SO many opportunities last year. I am just not sure if I could stand embarrassing myself (and her) in front of lots of classmates and friends. I also feel scared because I have two years left of school and then I could never see her again (I know that is a lot of time, but I still feel scared).
Basically, I think I have a few choices:
1: Talk to her before school, this could be awkward because usually we are just walking past each other and do not say anything.
2: Talk to her before or after class, this could be embarrassing because there are people around. There is a small chance that we could be the only ones though.
3: Wait for an opportunity in class, like if the teacher makes us work together or seating arrangements change, this may never happen though.
4: Join her lunchtime group of friends, I do not feel comfortable doing this, even though I know some of the male ones (and a few females slightly).
5: Random chance event, e.g. meeting outside of school, a teacher tells me to take a message to her or something like that. I almost went to find her today when she was late for class...
6: See if I can ask one of her friends to find out her feelings (that would make me a lot more confident), though I am not sure who I can trust and when I could ask them.
There is not any 'perfect' way of doing it, is there?
Indecisiveness is my main problem, and fear of rejection. I think I could get through rejection, but I really cannot decide what to do...
Hang on a second, it is Valentine's Day on Monday, correct? I know it is just symbolic, but I cannot help but hope that maybe I could ask her then...