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Emlee2009
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02 Dec 2008, 3:54 pm

I hate feeling this way but for some reason it all comes back to me from 7th grade, I feel so useless and I feel like I don't belong anywhere, I mean how fun is it not having anyone to talk to or not having friends at all, Ive lost all my friends that I had and the only person who I have in my life now is my boyfriend and I love him no matter what. Somentimes I really wish I had some friends and its so hard for me to make friends Ive nearly given up at this point, and during 7th grade I almost commited suicide but now that I think of it I think suicide doesn't solve any problems, even if you think you want to do it, same as hurting yourself in any way doesn't solve any of your problems. I think the best way is to never give up and to keep trying, but all Im hoping for is to find happiness and be more happy and the only way I would feel more happy is if I had a few friends.



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02 Dec 2008, 4:03 pm

I'm sorry I haven't pm'ed you lately but I've had a good amount of homework, and I was up with family for a few days. I'm sorry :( pm me any time :) For some reason my pm haven't been going out, and I don't know why. you're a nice person to talk to :)


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02 Dec 2008, 4:41 pm

You're from Kittery, Maine? Where all those shopping outlets are? Maine is one of my favorite summer spots although I spend alot of time at Hampton Beach, New Hampshire where I have family living in the village of Hampton. I love the ocean!

I was in Kittery, Maine when President Bush flew from Peabody Air Force Base to the family home in Kennebunkport...those
military helicopters that flew over my head were huge! Then, a few days later, the Russian leader, Putin flew to the Bush's
summer home.

Anytime you want to talk, send me a PM. Nice meeting you!



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02 Dec 2008, 8:04 pm

Emlee, I feel for you. At least you're at the end of the hardest years of your life and you're got a guy. I've never been more depressed than right now and no f*****g girl even knows me as anything but that weird guy nobody's ever even spoken to (alright I'm exaggerating). Everyone else has these huge networks and knows everyone but I just can't f*****g do it! I know it would be easier if people knew about my condition but I never get the chance to tell them because I never talk to anyone. I have this idea stuck in my head that if they don't talk to me first it's unwanted and I either get left alone or picked on, although by now I think I'm big enough that most guys are too scared to f**k with me.



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03 Dec 2008, 3:27 am

Emlee2009 wrote:
I hate feeling this way but for some reason it all comes back to me from 7th grade, I feel so useless and I feel like I don't belong anywhere, I mean how fun is it not having anyone to talk to or not having friends at all, Ive lost all my friends that I had and the only person who I have in my life now is my boyfriend and I love him no matter what. Somentimes I really wish I had some friends and its so hard for me to make friends Ive nearly given up at this point, and during 7th grade I almost commited suicide but now that I think of it I think suicide doesn't solve any problems, even if you think you want to do it, same as hurting yourself in any way doesn't solve any of your problems. I think the best way is to never give up and to keep trying, but all Im hoping for is to find happiness and be more happy and the only way I would feel more happy is if I had a few friends.



You think Your situation is useless? :evil: I have the same situation (except that I first tried to commit suicide when was 13) plus I have no boyfriend and I live alone in foreign country - how hardcore is that? :twisted: :twisted: :twisted:



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03 Dec 2008, 10:23 am

Yeah I see what you mean. People I've spoken to have these huge amounts of friends and I've barely any. At least you've nearly finished school I've still got ages to go. 8) I've tried makin some friends but I find it very hard for some reason.



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03 Dec 2008, 1:19 pm

Send me a pm anytime... I dont mind talking to new people 8)


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03 Dec 2008, 2:28 pm

lol i have no quarms with that...

or if ayone here plays rs... feel free to pm me on there


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07 Dec 2008, 11:32 pm

I believe you should seek for some support in your boyfriend. Maybe tell him how you feel, and he could help you meet new people or something.

And well, don't be so sad, you have someone that cares about you and loves you. Many people have enough with that.


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