Emlee2009 wrote:
I hate feeling this way but for some reason it all comes back to me from 7th grade, I feel so useless and I feel like I don't belong anywhere, I mean how fun is it not having anyone to talk to or not having friends at all, Ive lost all my friends that I had and the only person who I have in my life now is my boyfriend and I love him no matter what. Somentimes I really wish I had some friends and its so hard for me to make friends Ive nearly given up at this point, and during 7th grade I almost commited suicide but now that I think of it I think suicide doesn't solve any problems, even if you think you want to do it, same as hurting yourself in any way doesn't solve any of your problems. I think the best way is to never give up and to keep trying, but all Im hoping for is to find happiness and be more happy and the only way I would feel more happy is if I had a few friends.
You think Your situation is useless?
I have the same situation (except that I first tried to commit suicide when was 13) plus I have no boyfriend and I live alone in foreign country - how hardcore is that?