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i feel so awful, i just empty'd a whole bottle of wine today, even though i was sober for a whole month, i'm at it again, now i understand why people want to believe in god, because they are afraid, i'm ffin paranoid it's like nothing can go right,I'VE JUST F*CKED MY FUTURE, life is f*kin unfair, i just want to die and get over with it!

your short time future might be messed up, but your long time future might not be. Try living one day at a time and learn what it is about alcohol that makes it something you can't make rational decisions about it.

I found a call to AA has helped millions and millions of people, why not you?

Merle

i'm not an alcoholic, i only drink on weekends, or when i really feel down, i f****d up my future because i probably messed up all my tests at school because my mind was wandering and i was thinking about how everything in my life goes wrong rather then paying attention to the tests

lithium, I know of a forum if you're felling suicidal. But, it's mainly used for emergencies. Although, you did mention that your wanted to die.

http://www.suicideforum.com/

Hope that helps.

thanks but i'm not suicidal im over that period through mothns of psychologistst visits i just mean i dont mind dying right now, because life has no poing for me at the moment


(dont mind spelling errorss, im effed up rigt noew)

Have you got your results yet? If you haven't then maybe you should forget about them until you do if it makes you feel so depressed. Even if you haven't done well in them then maybe you could retake them, people do all the time. I'm sure your future isn't finished.

It's really quite true. At lest you took the tests mate.

You'll get a job. Do you know how many people leave school without any qualifications??