Joined: 4 Jun 2007 Age: 42 Gender: Male Posts: 154 Location: Beaverton, Oregon
16 Mar 2008, 2:19 am
Most of you know by now that I hold a very low regard for humans. What I haven't explained, though is how much my hate has progressed.
I can't stand humans any longer. They are so disgusting, so inefficient, and furthermore, so rude. All I run into on a regular basis are people who judge me on my ability to schmooze rather than my skills or capacity to meet objective deadlines. It doesn't matter how good I am at my work, or how well I honestly try to interact with them. All these people I deal with care about is how they can manipulate me, and how if I don't act precisely like they do, how worthless I am.
I want every last human on this planet dead. I want them to suffer in ways unimaginable by their inferior religions. I want them to think the classical image of hell would be a release from their terror.
Is this common among other Aspies, or am I unique in my turn of anxiety to outright thirst for genocide?
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Joined: 30 Nov 2007 Age: 37 Gender: Male Posts: 55
16 Mar 2008, 2:45 am
I don't identify with the species either, but I don't want anyone to get hurt. Nature gave aspies a unique roll. I trust that it will work out for you in the end.
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16 Mar 2008, 3:08 am
GoatMan wrote:
Most of you know by now that I hold a very low regard for humans. What I haven't explained, though is how much my hate has progressed.
I can't stand humans any longer. They are so disgusting, so inefficient, and furthermore, so rude. All I run into on a regular basis are people who judge me on my ability to schmooze rather than my skills or capacity to meet objective deadlines. It doesn't matter how good I am at my work, or how well I honestly try to interact with them. All these people I deal with care about is how they can manipulate me, and how if I don't act precisely like they do, how worthless I am.
I want every last human on this planet dead. I want them to suffer in ways unimaginable by their inferior religions. I want them to think the classical image of hell would be a release from their terror.
Is this common among other Aspies, or am I unique in my turn of anxiety to outright thirst for genocide?
Kind of tough talk, I recommend upping the voltage on your next ECT treatment you sound more like a psychopath
Joined: 18 May 2007 Age: 43 Gender: Male Posts: 2,064 Location: NY
16 Mar 2008, 4:22 am
Yes much of the human race pisses me off too. I often forget they are other human beings that have the same right to be on this planet as I do and sometimes just feel that people are only their to slow me down in traffic, be an obsticle when I am trying to get something done or go shoppin in a store, I feel often that I am expected to move as fast as possible on the road or in the store for others but they dont have to do that for me it feels like and at work I am expected to remain buissy while others get to chill out.
I would be happy indeed if I could go about my buisness and my entire day without running into 9 10ths the people I run into and deal with from day to day, I always felt their is too many people on this planet and as a result I tend to band everybody together in my mind as everybody that is their only to make life more difficult and cause me more hardship in life, but this is the way it is and we all have to find a way to deal with others and not stress out about it as much as we can.
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16 Mar 2008, 8:26 am
Agreed. I barely even consider myself human anymore.
While I may not want all humans dead, I don't agree with the beliefs and greed of the species. It's not really the people themselves, I can like some humans, but just the general human species... *shudders*
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Joined: 27 Aug 2005 Age: 41 Gender: Female Posts: 12,632 Location: Australia
16 Mar 2008, 8:41 am
I have felt that way.
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All I run into on a regular basis are people who judge me on my ability to schmooze rather than my skills or capacity to meet objective deadlines. It doesn't matter how good I am at my work, or how well I honestly try to interact with them. All these people I deal with care about is how they can manipulate me, and how if I don't act precisely like they do, how worthless I am.
^^^^ That drives me insane.
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Joined: 15 Sep 2006 Gender: Female Posts: 4,906 Location: Europe
16 Mar 2008, 9:01 am
Maybe I'm too logical on this, but to feel any emotion for someone, you must feel empathy, feel with them, understand them, be like them in fundamental aspects. And thus, hating part of you is... odd if I may say so. But I know someone else like this and I don't care all that much for that attitude of hers.
I have a friend, very NT (just gifted), not at all on the spectrum, she can be very kind and very empathic, but she also wants all kinds of people to be dead, for them to suffer horribly, torture them first-hand. I find the details too ugly to repeat, but yes, that's a brutal imagination the girl has, sure.
Joined: 15 Mar 2008 Gender: Male Posts: 1 Location: Marburg, Germany, EU
16 Mar 2008, 11:27 am
Hi Goatman,
I can well understand your frustrations. But as far as my understanding of biology goes (it goes relatively far), we (aspies) also belong to the greater human race. This means your outbreak of hate also is directed against yourself.
Actually I had similar frustrations in the past, leading to Douglas-Adams type megalomaniac ideas of blowing up the whole f*****g planet, when all I wanted actually was escape from it - or find my little corner where I would be left alone. In my own case the frustration was - and to a certain extend still is - that I could be an excellent student, earn three postgraduate degrees and yet never managed to amount to anything. The frustration did not go away, but instead of hating all humans, I simply acknowledge that we - the "others and I - do not understand each other. We indeed live in different worlds. It starts with simple things like the golden rule. Do upon others... you know the thing. Think about it in terms of an Aspie/NT meeting, co-operation or relationship. I leave others alone because I want to be left alone. But the others are pissed because they lust for appreciation and nonsensical communication. Don't lie, because I do not want to be lied to... every tried? Keeps you getting fired and ends any relationship with an NT person (especially an NT woman) within a matter of weeks.
Your outbreak is driven by frustration, but certainly logically flawed. You hate humans because... because of what? Because they act horribly and inconsistently? And yet you want to wipe out a planet?
I, by the way, have re-named humans. Instead of Homo Sapiens Sapiens I privately call them (us) Homo Sapiens Potentialis. Which is what I believe our current evolutionary stage will be seen as in the distant future. Well, yes, the Anthopologer of the year 25000 might say. They had potential, but they were not quite there yet...
Joined: 4 Jun 2007 Age: 42 Gender: Male Posts: 154 Location: Beaverton, Oregon
16 Mar 2008, 10:22 pm
You can't purge the human race without eliminating every single one of them. To do that, you can either torture each person, one at a time, or you can obliterate them all with one strike.
Considering how many offspring of this human species are born a day, unless my methods or torture were quite fast, I would never outrun mankind's reproductive capabilities.
So, destruction of the world it is.
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Joined: 8 Jun 2007 Age: 68 Gender: Male Posts: 1,156 Location: Indiana
16 Mar 2008, 10:33 pm
The people who treat you that way treat everyone that way, and they're in charge. That's why so many people are on meds these days just to hold a job. The human species is going more cannibalistic every day.
I understand the rage, but it's not any one person's job to cure the illness. Just take care of your corner of life and you'll make a better contribution than most other people. When anyone's race is run the question isn't who crossed the finish line first or richest, it's who you made yourself into by the time you crossed.
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17 Mar 2008, 10:40 am
GoatMan wrote:
So, destruction of the world it is.
Alright Alright Alright already,
if your dead set on it, lets start with calderas like Yellowstone,
you take like 6 35 ton blocks of explosives,
place them around the inside of the caldera,
then place 1 50 ton explosive right in the middle,
set them off in a way that would cause a wave affect in the caldera crust,
then you.......................
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17 Mar 2008, 3:37 pm
woodsman25 wrote:
I would be happy indeed if I could go about my buisness and my entire day without running into 9 10ths the people I run into and deal with from day to day, I always felt their is too many people on this planet and as a result I tend to band everybody together in my mind as everybody that is their only to make life more difficult and cause me more hardship in life, but this is the way it is and we all have to find a way to deal with others and not stress out about it as much as we can.
Joined: 22 Feb 2008 Age: 44 Gender: Male Posts: 317
17 Mar 2008, 4:06 pm
I used to be where you are at and I almost ended up spending 7 years in prison because of it. please do yourself a favor and find some kind of healthy outlet for your pent up rage before it snaps one day and you end up killing someone. There are decent people out there, they just happen to be a small minority. try and find something to do or some place to go to be around people you are more likely to fit in with. try the SCA for starters.