Being beat because i look like "the devil"

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Yeah, one day, I came in from school grouchy because i had a headache, and I was unaware that i sounded like i was quick-tempered. my sister had her friend over, and they were making too much noise, so i told them to quit. my sister went and told mom that I "screamed" at them which was not true- how could i scream with a headache?.... Anyway, being that I was angry at my mom for yelling at me for something i did not do, later on there was a joke at the dinner table, so I laughed. Bad mistake. She assumed I was laughing to be a "smart allick"- which i was not, I was simply laughing at the joke. So i bring out a grin, and everyone said it looked evil. I WAS PISSED OFF AT THE IDEA THAT THEY CONDONED CALLING ME SATAN, just becaused i laughed at the joke out of anger. SHE BEAT THE CRAP OUT OF ME, for no apparent reason, and still to this day, she still insists that I looked with an eveil grin. AS AN ASPIE, I AM NOT ALWAYS AWARE OF WHAT I LOOK LIKE. And she took it out on me anyway.

It has been three years since that happened, so i still remind her of how cruel she is. And she did it in front of my sister's friend. She is in denial.

I told her before i went to college, that I was jealous of the rest of the family because
1. none of them suffered autism.
2. none of them got a whipping as an adult, missed prom unfairly.
3. they never got beat over something they didnt realize.

But when i told the counselor about this, she got angry. She admits that at that time, she was angry at dad for something.

my sisters get annoyed at me for constantly mentioning this, but they need to just deal with it BECAUSE THEY DID NOT SUFFER AS I DID.

I'm pretty sure Jesus looks down on mom for that BS.

Ever since THAT happened, I've been troubled, and my meltdowns increased since then. And she refuses to apologise.

THE b***h MESSED UP MY CREDIT, SO NOW I CANNOT GET A STUDENT LOAN. I AUGHT TO HAVE HER REPORTED FOR THAT GIVEN THE HARDSHIP SHE PUT ME THROUGH. call herself "beating the devil out of me" I honestly hope that is eating her up, AS IT SHOULD.

Sounds like your mother is a really big b***h. And I hate b*****s. f**k b*****s, get paid.

I remember being beat until I was literally " all over bruised"- THEN SHE WANTS TO MESS UP MY CREDIT. NOW I CANT GET A LOAN

She even gave me a black eye once.

Only once, DAD BEAT ME TIL I WAS BRUISED JUST BECAUSE I WAS OBSESSED WITH RUSSIA AND SEVENTEEN MAGAZINE!! !

what you mom did was awful. On the student loans in a few years when you have been on your own you can apply as yourself no ties with your parents mucking things up so you can get the loans. So there is hope on the loans.

i posted a reply to your earlier thread about missing the prom not being able to study abroad (possibly) in which i asked you to compare the way you & i missed the prom...i'm not sure there was as much difference as i had HOPED. at least you weren't abused for not getting a date, which is always good...but your mom does sound clueless and bitchy about it.

btw-you are eighteen. something magical occurs at age eighteen. if someone hits you and leaves a bruise they can get arrested!! ! don't be embarrassed/afraid/ashamed to report it. there is no more hiding behind the ambiguity of "is this abuse or discipline" for your parents...if they hit you, it's assault. pure and simple.

how safe are you from violence right now? keep us posted...

f**k those asswipes up....I wish I had the balls to do that when my mom was "helping" me and f*****g my s**t up....yes, tutoring when I'm already overwhelmed and messed with sleeping times, etc is 'help'''NOT

Same for all the s**t she pulled on me throught my life, punching me in the stomach when I was younger and she denies it now when she asks me 'if I hurt her' and I pull that on her...or when she called me a wimp and she b*****s and is a coward when I point out you can do x/y/z and she says shes afraid and I point out she said similar otr when she slapped and claimed it was due to so called 'disrepect' claiming i turned my eyes or rolled it or some s**t or when she FORCES me to do BS word puzzles that I didn't give a s**t about or some other s**t..


...AND SHE WONDERS WHY I MENTION ALL THIS TO HER WHEN SHE ASKS WHAT THE PROBLEMS ARE...and she tells me to STFU when she askes me a question, 'why' and point out SHE WONT LET ME DO MY WORK and hten complains that its not done on time, because I have to 'deal with her' stay in the room with her, all that shie, ahhhhhhhhhhhh,,,,,,,

EDIT: and her LIES about her hitting me to the point of bleeding.....AND SHE CLAIMS I STARTED IT AND SHE TOLD ME WHY WHEN SHE CLEARLY SAID SHE DIDNT TELL ME THEN.

good thing my grandmother helps to deter her from that, even my diagnosis didnt stop it completely; but it helped.....

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(this is a thread in the right place in the forum so I can b***h as is...)

EDIT 2: w00t for going to community college/downtown/etc....remembering all this makes me wonder if that's why I HATE 'Old-school' Chicago House, R&B, etc....

'OLD SCHOOL' CHICAGO HOUSE SUCKS ASS I DO NOT WANT TO LISTEN TO A TECHNO VERSION OF GOSPEL/RAP/R&B/JAZZ WHICH IS WHAT 'OLD SCHOOL' CHICAGO HOUSE IS......


Electro is better

Your mother will eventually pay for it. My God, she is such a b***h. She reminds me of my mother in a way. What she does is so mean, selfish and dispickable. I wouldn't like her anymore. She has ruined so much. People like her don't diserve you.

Hey "Princess", haven't you pretty much milked the whipping and prom topics to death? Or are you still trolling for sympathetic people to PM you about their whippings? Enough already.

http://www.wrongplanet.net/postp1228857.html#1228857

WP members, please look at the thread below before you bother to invest your emotions in "Princess's" troubles - you'll just feel used later. I'm surprised this guy is still on WP:

http://www.wrongplanet.net/postp1340384.html#1340384

Yes she's been on here for a long time with these kinds of threads.

I just don't know what to say except either stop trolling if you are that is.. or seek professional help before it gets any worse and I mean that.

Nothing bad about getting help. I had to b/c I lost grips with life for a while.

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wasnt going to say anything public,but seeing as is already being posted about..
agreed CityAsylum.

am have pmed a few WPers on here to warn they were being messed with by that user-when noticed they replied to her with personal stuff-this user has two other accounts am know of [and have told mods before] -Oceanlover and MissIntelligent,they have got more accounts than that but these are the ones am recognised before the other accounts,they should be reported to their isp if this can come under breaking their tos,and ip ban them from WP,multiple id using trolls like that dont deserve the support and trust of WPers when all they are doing is abusing and conning the community.

^ Yeah, I noticed the "Princess" sock puppets the other day, too, while "Princess" was supposedly having a conversation with MissIntelligent (not) after spamming the place with a half a dozen bogus threads. Such BS.

^ DNFTT, it is not worth our time.

PM me if you need to know how.

I have trouble reading her posts, they make no sense, and I have no way to respond to such psychotic ranting.