Tired. Oh so very tired.

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13 Oct 2008, 4:48 pm

There's so much stress in my life it's becoming impossible to pull myself out of bed. And it seems no matter what I do, there's just not enough pay-off for the determination and perseverance I practice. I don't know how many resevours of energy I have left. It can't be that much. It's like... I'm already running on fumes, and the fumes are evaporating fast. Then after that, I don't think I'll kill myself... I just think I'll stop giving a s**t about everything. I'll be in that hell I was at before going to the mental hospital.

Fellow Aspies, I am tired. Oh so very tired.



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13 Oct 2008, 4:55 pm

I've spent a lot of years in my life not caring about anything, and never going out etc. It does take away opportunity for problems to arise, but it also makes your life pretty much pointless.. So it all depends on how much you can even it out I guess.



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13 Oct 2008, 5:28 pm

there is a link between AS and lack of sleep, a recent study supports this.

<http://aut.sagepub.com/cgi/content/short/10/6/565>


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13 Oct 2008, 5:52 pm

I'm sorry.



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13 Oct 2008, 6:25 pm

I feel for you. I know what it's like to be tired.


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13 Oct 2008, 6:43 pm

Don't we all.



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13 Oct 2008, 10:15 pm

"If you feel that no one cares, try missing a bill"

It does happen. We have the same workload at work, just spread it around fewer and fewer people.