Garrett wrote:
It's obvious that no one wants me to live sense I just a worthless peace of sh**. Occurring to everyone else I'm just a Loser/Dolt/Nuisance/ret*d/ Liar/Pansy/ And lot of other insults that are all true about me.
Ever heard of the power of suggestion? It often (unfortunately) works very effectively on yourself. Each time you dig deeper in to that funk you are just reconfirming the negative thoughts about yourself. The power of positive thinking sounds like a cliche but it is a start and it will begin to work once you have begun to unpick the knot of negative s**t in your head.
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If I wasn't such a pansy I would already killed myself by now like most people want me to.
So, I hope they are freakin' happy. The little b*****s!
On the contrary, I believe taking your own life would have been the 'pansy' option here. Killing yourself is a good way to make yourself a loser in the most literal sense as you lose any pleasure you may have experienced later in life when all of this is just a memory.
The types of people who throw their petty little insults at others are normally just trying to get a rise out of seeing they have the power to affect someone else. Those with lower emotional maturity can be very cruel often without realising the full repercussions of what they are doing. Either that or they are just genuinely that mean and that sorry for themselves that the nearest thing they can derive to pleasure is hurting others.
Each time you let these little b*****s get to you they are effectively getting what they want. Rise above.
Seriously though I know bad this kind of thing can make you feel. Feel free to PM if it helps.
Hope you feel better.
15 Dec 2008, 3:10 pm
