I'm afraid of wet stuff, things in or under water. It curbs my ability to have fun, so much is off limits, too scary/gross for me to dare. Mostly problem in being able to go swimming, which I love doing. Can only tolerate using inground pool, plenty of chlorine (know it's not clean, but "natural" places are too "dirty") and no gunk on the bottom. Dead things are "dirty" to me, (not my thinking, it's my feeling), don't want to be immersed in water w/them. Disguted by brown dead leaves underfoot on floor of river/pond, same w/mud. Terrified of dead trees or old mechanical things or dead bodies, of encountering those in the water.
Totally panicked one day (as a child) when swimming at beach & sensed boulders (w/algae on them) beneath me in the water. Can't explain, it's not rational, it's just very intense reaction I have. Also fear of being in (small) boat (canoe or rowboat) and scraping boat on boulder, as if then I'd get stuck w/my leg caught under rock & drown. Sounds strange, I know. Still suffer from these enormously strong phobias and meds. have been useless in this regard.
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