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Everything gets too much.
s**t always happens.
My OCD is spiralling out of control.

I can't take this much longer, I'm so sick of it!

By the way I don't expect sympathy, I just had to vent.

I don't know you but, I hope you get better soon.

I've seen your youtube videos and I really liked them. It would suck not being able to see more...

I feel whit you, s**t happens to me every single day, both home and on school.
I have huge mood swings and I take medicine because of it, happy one moment-sad the next.

When lifes challenges prove overwhelming we often feel like giving in. If the phrase 'to give in' was in the dictionary, my face would be next to it. Fight it the best way you can, you know yourself better than anyone, so you'll know the best method to cope.

Hang in there, hope you feel better...

Yeah, it sucks hey. I know what it's like, needing to vent. And you always feel guilty about it afterwards anyway.

*Gives giant hug and internet chocolate cake with Hale-bopp rocks the world! Inscripted in cream cheese icing*

And that doesn't count as sympathy because you are deserving of every piece of it (including the cream cheese icing - which just happens to be the yummiest icing in the world) simply for being you.

OCD eh? I'm glad I only have AS and not any of those other weird things.

Hey girl
Long time, eh?
I am on the same boat (planet?) as you.
Negative thoughts wake me and spend all day with me.
No way to shut them up.
How about you? Feel like sharing?

Hey there
I clicked on this thread because I can't count the number of times that I have had the same thought running through my head. Sometimes I google it or similar thoughts just because I don't know what else to do. There are lots of reasons that I should just be happy and content. But at times nothing helps and nothing can turn my thoughts away from everything that I've lost or everything that I lack.
I have learned over the years that the moods come and go. So I just try to ride it out.
Sometimes I try and think of past times when I felt a great deal of despair and just remember that somehow I made it out of that hole. Even if there is something that depresses me that I know will always be there....there are times when I can find pleasure in something and that can take my mind off of the bad. That's all we can really do in life I think is try our best to look toward something positive.

I hope you feel better soon.

hale_bopp, don't let it get to you. You're very beautiful person and I can't think of anything good to say since I know how you feel. But don't let life get to you like this. There are good days and there are bads and sometimes the bad days seem to outweigh the good ones because we hate our "imperfections".

At least in my case I have this problem. Try to get through it one day at a time. I know OCD is one of the hardest things to get through. Besides, you're one of the coolest people here. You're honest and you don't sugarcoat what you have to say yet you're nice about it lol. I like that in you.

Hang in there.

My OCD is becoming like it was when I was 13 and newly diagnosed. I don't want to talk about what it's changed into, but it's a lot worse than it was before. I feel like I want to scream, and there is no help for over 18s in this country, at least when I was a kid y parents and the child health place would try and help me.

My friends think i'm weird now because of my behaviour due to the OCD, it's getting out of hand, I think i'll have to try and see a doctor tomorrow.

good luck with the Dr

OCD is so hard to cope with. I made me feel really bad to get worse aswell as I thought I had beaten it.

I hope things get better for you ((hugs))

I can't speak for OCD support, but my experiences with the NZ health system have been pretty good lately. I hope that someone is able to help you.



Your friends may think you're weird, but OCD is better understood these days. How well they hold out is partly down to how well informed they are.

Take care.

I have been having similar issues myself.

Hope the Doctor's went ok.

I haven't been yet... but I need to go. While I was excersising today I stood back and looked at the thoughts i've been thinking, I have a very unhealthy view on human beings.

I have what can only be described as very dark thoughts about people, I'm not certain whether it's deserved or I'm nuts.