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If parents can't handle having children they should not bother and f**k there kids life up. I am not retarted but my fuckn mom is. I accused me of wanting her as a girlfriend. She says I have a nice body. f**k her you see how you act when your mom is moody everyother day. Dad won't pay child support but can be nice at times. He did not beat us but he tried to kill my mom. Yeah she can mess up your life by giving you pstd and then you can have no girlfriend or friends. I have skill that b***h messed me up. If I plan on suicide I may just kill her first. She has ruined my life. I lost my first real job and that was her fault to. She acts like two nervous breakdowns are alot. How about her lack of mothering and the fact that I have final stage skin cancer make fun of me delay my diagnosis. The son of a b***h maid me loose 2 girls at ounce. these simleys are gay. What symphy am I supposed to show oH I have bipolar disorder I am fat I have black hair My name is Brenda Watson I live on school street 497 7291. Prank the b***h but she has caller I d My teeth are rotting out of my head i AM FAT. I will make fun of you tell every body you have aspergers syndrome. I think that cause I am depressed I well marry sick husbands they will distract me from my depression. Look at me I farted I blew a hole in my pants it landed on the floor. I will stigmatize you cause you have aspergers syndrome. Go for it the more disabled you think I am the more I manipulate you. Hug me than stabb me in the back be moody and rotten the next day. OR i WHy don;t I stab you. The only reason I even have the shred of love for that thing is she is the only one I can trust. Yeah this might be mania now you now what you did to me. I might just change my name. I have to hide some aspects of my dianosis from her cause she is an ass.

It seems like an emotional response to more then one circumstance, all being expressed at one time.

Are you being serious though? Or is it just a prank post?

You say you have bipolar disorder...

I am sorry i have to ask you this but are you taking meds?

and if you are, i think you might want to call a doc to see if they can get adjusted?

I am not saying this to be condescending, i have bipolar disorder and hate everyitme i get upset or irritable about something people ask me if I am taking my meds

but your post really scares me. It seems really emotionally loaded, and i certainly your not planning on acting on some of the things you talked about because they are certainly not worth it.

Also my parents are a real pain in the ass as well, if you ever wanna talk PM and i'll give you my MSN.

In the meantime hang in there. (no pun intended)

I was diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder II but it was a false diagnosis, I helped setup an online support community for it once. No cyclic behaviours other then frustrations from not being able to partake in society.

When I accepted disability my moods got better.

I have found that dietary intolerances such as casien effect state of mind, focus and mood. Some people here might not know if they are intolerant to certain foods.

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thats ineresting I didn;t know certain foods can cause mood swings, do you know where I can learn more about this...

but i disgress

I am not concerned about whether flourescent has bipolar, but whether or not she will be acting on some of the things she is saying....

Its more a thing for the authorities to decide, if I was to worry it would be upsetting. Flourecent lighting though gives me headaches.

Casien and gluten are somewhat common intolerances in those with A.S.D's, yet I have no statistical information concerning and persons should counsult a medical professional.

I have been intolerant towards it since very young, I was addicted to cheese and what it did was made me feel weird. Use to hit my head on things as well as let others hit me just for the sensation. General mood, clearity of mind, focus and irritability was removed with removing dairy from my diet.

I did do those once while in a private school and got all A's. As far as moods I found that accepting myselfi n my limitations instead of trying to be different changed how I would get depressed. This combined with dietary changes helped a great deal. I had much success when aorund 16, being in news papers and on channel 7 news, so to explain my psychology I have since then imagined that I could do that again. Yet disabilities while in business were present and a personality imbalance existed due to the casien (dairy) alergy.

Cheese is sort of like a drug...

Doctors really are not informed about all of it typically, yet you can look online under casien and gluten allergies, some doctors perscribe it for autistics, some show great improvement, some not. IT was noticed in me since very young but those were military doctors, some of them are clueless.

I sort of want to stay away from this post for now. no spell check or grammer check...

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I can't take lithium I have final stage skin cancer I was supposed to die 2 year ago. It is only suspected. I feal very doped up but I want to be nasty. Ah I now How my mom feals. I am serious my distress is fealt that much I also have pstd she ruined my life. I can;t make friends or relationship s even though I want to. I have more skill than most aspie yet I can't use them it is just pissing me off. My mom says lithium calms her down but she still does the same thing. I understand it might be an essential nutrient. I also understand all the dietary issue of autism. I took alot of herbs maybe they are doing this. They are detox herbs. I took probiotics 6 grams l glutamine. I don't think biapolar are supposed to have that cause it could spur mania. I love cause it calms me down. I need pschiatric consultation but can;t get one. I barely have a social worker. He is not getting paid but is so shocked he is staying with me for free. If any ladies are reading this I am datable becaue I have some controll. lithium probably would not work paxil did not either. I HAVE TO MEDITATE that works imadiately. I AM calm I just feal like acting rotten. I am stuck in between two people right now I think they are fighting right now. They are both opposite sex. I would put an avitar but they are so gay. One is going to take controll but only for 5 minutes.

I love neon florescent colors. They inspire agitation I think I feed off this also. My mom' s boyfriend's mother died It upset me even though I don't know her or talk to her much. I think I triggered My mom's father trama he died I got a little upset and it was gone. Next day I act like I had autism. Time had past and I went back to aspergers. I acted rude to the widow that day I said a bunch of s**t I would not go in the funeral. I said I was going to move away change my name. I told my grandmother not to associate with me anymore. I don't like suits and tie bull that come with it. I had to conform to everyone else and that meant I had be like the as*holes at school the inconsiderate people in westerly. They barely got me to go. They bugged me to be paul bearer. Iam force to devolpe social skills fast or I am done for. For you ladies I won't hurt you just everyone else. My grandfather was depressed hiS FATHER TRAMATIZED him just like me except it was stuff I saw and herd. I am stiill mad at my mom because he should not have been depressed because the father of the one who died abused him too much and that is like what my mom did to me. His job was a coffee planter working as child. There are no child labor laws at that time so they could work a child to death. His puinshments for the father who died at the funeral were starvation and tied to a pole beatings because he asked why he got the fat of the meat. I just wish I kill that guy too because that pissed me off too. I then fealt sorry for the guy. My grandfather the one who died got married and they would beat my mom with whatever they had in there hands like an iron pan. That is what my mom said. Irresponsible parenting 3 times family to family. You must make sure you can handle having kids.

I probably need antiseizure meds. I think there have been petite mal seizures. I know there are pschogenic ones. Pschogenic means noneptiliptic. stress induced. I had a petite mal seizure when I was staring at some desingn of my mom shirt and it got stuck. She is like you were looking at my breast. I can;t tell she won;t believe me. She already ignored my cancer after she got caught sellin she dropped me stopped helping me with cancer and aspergers. So did all other services over the age. This is real all of it. Do feal lucky punk. Do you think you could handle it? sorry I am feeding into the images. I have to be careful pschogenic seizure is next got to those quite. It is coming I can feal it.

I scare me too . I will probably gone for 5minutes than on 5minute than offf etc. Somedays calm all day

Don't be afraid you could get used to it. I am master of stress. no jokes I know your going to say master of distress that too. I am being humorous must be calm. It will be back

What is the matter with you people you have aspergers and you are not laughing. I am but it a sick maybe bipolar laugh. It is funny conscience. Or maybe I need to laugh like the rest of you so bad that the circumstance does not matter.

I am not going to kill you if you laugh. I just wanted to show what goes on in my head. I don't act like anything that goes on in there. I can take al ot of s**t before I do something like that its coming to that though. I would not kill anybody here I must just harass my mom I save that stuff for my family especially my mom. What the hell would be the point of hospialization when it change in 5 minutes. Butler threw me out but I have a knew plan if I must. I was there for less than 1wk would have been less if they were not still busy.

f**k police f**k westerly hospital f**k either one of you. I tell you not to tell and you fuckn did it anyway thankyou I lost my job f**k you!! !! !! And again f**k you mom this probably your fault f**k you too!! !! f**k you mental hosptial too I will never go there!! !!

Florescent, hello and welcome. It's good to have someone to talk to. I believe it's also good to let anger go by talking with someone about what upsets you.

It sounds as if you've had it pretty bad and I can see you are in need of letting it out and (in this way) letting go of the anger. That is what you really have to do, let the anger go as it only hurts you. When I'm angry I must remember to let my anger out but not to feed the anger. I think it's important to remember this because by feeding anger, we lose control of it (this is only my opinion).

Please stay awhile and talk with us and share what you can. Everyone needs a time to regroup when bad things happen to us. Your environment doesn't sound the greatest at this time but if you are able to work, that can change that too.

Keep this in mind - remember your goals - when things around you get chaotic. Your mother won't be around you forever, perhaps you will be able to move far away in the future, who knows?

What I do know is this, the time is favorable for you to take charge of your emotions and your anger (right now) and put them to good use. You say you have abilities, I think you should work on them. Don't worry that you do not "conform" to the way everyone else does things or wants you to do things....some of the greatest men and women in the History of Mankind didn't conform either. Work towards a constructive future of your making, show them all how you can take a bad situation, turn it around and make it what YOU want it to be. That's what I have done in my life. I am no great success story (as others would view success) but I took control of my life (when I got out on my own) and I am now (for the most part) content with my life. Take care and write when you can.

I am not as mad but she is still doing it. I understand if she unaware then she could continue on such a path. She only moody everyother day. I came to the relization very quickly hurting her won;t change her. She already doing that. The the way she acts is a reflection of her issues. I am surprise some gets it was just being blown off.