Mosse wrote:
Except I'm not really sure whether to be schizophrenic or autistic, and whether people would change their opinions or not.
Being autistic or schizophrenic is not a choice.

In the case of autism, you are born with it. In the case of schizophrenia, it rarely affects those under 18. If you are born with genes that predispose you to schizophrenia, the severity of the disorder depends on what kind of environment you grow up in. If you grow up in a very loving family, you may not develop symptoms at all.
Since you've stated you do not have autistic traits, then you're probably not autistic. But that does not mean you are automatically schizophrenic. That's up to a mental health care provider to determine.
Why do other people's opinions matter to you?
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