I will never change...

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I was very convinced that i will change to a social personality. But i'm really not going to change... I'm never even going to shower or going out or act normal. I'm gonna die alone and unhappy. I would do anything for drugs. But instead i'm just hating everyone who is even a little better of in any case them me. I'm always going to be on my pc from morning till midnight... I would do anything. Ofc you also got those social drugs but will i be able to take it after i looked up so many bad info just to know the downsides so to get the feeling of that they will have lesser luxe? My biggest fear is still not being able to get a girlfriend. I mean they always imagine the best guys and guys are the ones who need to do there best to get a girl. Girls never take the goddamn trouble to come to you anyway.What the hell am i going to do? I'm also tired of my ret*d mind. Will never change, everyone will always be smarter then me...

You're not the only one in front of a pc from morning till night, that's curently my life.
Has for you not feeling smart (which is hard to miss in your posts...), I remenber had read that you're good to think deeply, which is a sign of intelligence.
You should try those test:

IQ test DK

Raven
(Write your (nick)name to Nombre and your age to Edad.)

Thoses tests are made to be like the Raven's Progressive Matrices, which is a test that is made to be free of bias like culture or learning difficulties and is also quite aspie friendly. The test look test look for your capacity for deducing logic parterns and don't depend of your long term memory.(The score of the first link can be lowered by a lack of working memory, I Think...)
They're giving better results that most tests on internet.(Of course no test is perfect.) I think you're gonna do good on them. You know why? Because I know your smart.

Work hard at your studies and get them back that way. Nobody's gonna feel sorry for you.

You do not have to change. One day you will find a friend and or girlfriend who likes you for who you are. I know this sounds incredibly hooky, but it’s true......if you were to change yourself to make friends, you would not enjoy spending time with the friends you made. I speak from experience here.

In terms of the internet addiction, welcome to the club. It is 2 am where I am, and I really need to sleep, instead of chatting on net forums.

In terms of not feeling smart, I agree with the second post......your post showed intelligence, in that you were contemplative and analytical. Not everybody has any insight into themselves and their lives. Everyone feels inadequate from time to time.

U don't have to change.

Just be the best you you can be.

And a little shower from time to time freshens up.

Even if you go back right after it to your computer, it doesn't matter, it's still cool.
Especially with a good shampoo to go with it.

(I'not kidding, it's true!)