scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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-5, f***** SCHOOL SITUATION AND THE WIND destroyed my hair, it was perfect before that.

Not bad, about a 6.5. No need to elaborate further on the matter, 'cause I'd just bore you.

5, yep i'm happy.

Somewhere in the low positive numbers. Stress is stressful.

0. At equilibrium.

4. It's been a busy and interesting day. ATM I'm just feeling neautral

4. Dreamt that there was this black snake after me, biting me. Weird. It kept turning up where ever I was, suddenly slithering out from under something and attacking me.

Nice day today. I am probably going to end up not doing most of the houseworkI am supposed to do, which means I will probably be in trouble again tonight. But housework sucks.

-1. Meds are helping me, but they're not fully in my system yet, and won't be until tomorrow. I'm mostly just numb right now. Even though I know I just have to hold on a little longer, it's hard. I've got darn near nothing left.

-5. Really nervous about starting High School on Monday.

Don't be. High school is an improvement on primary, for the first few years. Just follow your time-table, or the other students, and you'll get through the day

I'm not really worried about finding my way around etc., I know the building well and it's a fairly small school. The second I walk in the door I go into overload. I end up walking around like a zombie, trying to keep from shutting down. Being thrown into a mostly new, semi-unstructured environment is really hard. Also, socially, most of my classmates are 3-5 years older than me, depending on the class, and I don't know any of them, I'm pretty much alone, so if I have issues, I have to deal with it myself.

2. I've been having some challenges in my life as far as my relationship, and how I am in general

Well, I can honestly say i have something worth saying today, and not the usual meaningless BS.....Holy f**k! I just found out I have skin cancer! Now i have to get to a Dr and see what the hell can be done about it.

I got a severe sunburn earlier this year, and i didn't think nothing of it. Well, i just looked in the mirror and guess what I found? Yep, the big C. I wasn't positive until I googled some pics to compare it too, and I'm 99.99999% positive it is.

I have no ideas what number to assign that one. Absolute zero?

Yay, can anybody beat that?

(no joke, seriously)

I am sorry to read that, Jawbrodt. The doctor might refer you to a dermatologist, they can look at your skin close up, I had my moles checked not long ago, so they know what to look for. I dont know what to write.. you have detected it early though, so that is a helpful thing. Thinking of you...

-4. Apparently I was rude to my mum & step dad but I don't even know what I said that was bad. All I did was ask my mum what she wanted to watch on TV because she always watches what my step dad watches & never anything that she likes. I was trying to get her to make a choice for herself & be less passive but apparently that's rude. I also asked her if she was having any more dinner because I said that it didn't look like she ate very much. That's offensive too?! I don't know. I just think they hate me.

Thanks zen. No need to write much. That you showed concern, is good enough by my book. I'm pretty sure you're right that they can check it out and remove it before it spreads anywhere. I'm not real worried, so everyone can relax.

It was just a shocking moment, if you know what i mean.