Sorry you are feeling so down! I used to say the same things to myself; that my daughter was the only reason that I had to go on with living. Then, when she grew up and moved out, it became my cat. But somewhere along the way, I began to work hard at raising my self esteem, and now I live for myself. I get discouraged sometimes but not suicidal, Thank God! I hope you can attain a similar head space. PM me if you like!
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Dreams are renewable. No matter what our age or condition, there are still untapped possibilities within us and new beauty waiting to be born.
-- Dr. Dale Turner