I don't want to sound like I'm whining. Hope that's clear in your minds.
Laid off in March of this year, I exhausted my unemployment benefits as I continued to search for work fruitlessly. I am thankful for my support system, though. I couldn't have made it without them. I would have ended up living in a basement somewhere, doing odd jobs. I found a job delivering flowers full time, and I found out how poor my night vision is, and didn't think I could drive in Detroit's inner city at night. That job lasted four days. Now I'm working in a sign shop 30 miles away from home, and they are getting frustrated with me because they are foreign and I can't follow their accents to follow instructions. I ask them to repeat themselves, and they blow up at me. I ride with a few of them to a far-away site to install graphics, I ask them not to smoke until we get to the site, and it's "Who the **** are you?!" only to get picked on by them for the remaining five hours...not getting home till almost 11:30 at night...only to wake up the next day to be at work at 6:00 am, expected to function! Everybody's mad at me! What did I do? The big boss called me into his office yesterday, to warn me that if I don't shape up, he will let me go. He told me at the outset that everybody smokes, they all speak their native language, run around fighting and screaming at each other and customers, and it's raucous and noisy there. I can't get the smell of smoke out of my clothes, and my back problems (I have 2 herniated discs) are aggravated by being on my feet for 9+ hours a day, and leaning over a 3-1/2 foot table to weed lettering, which they are telling me they can do in 2 minutes what takes me 20 minutes!
But this is MICHIGAN. The economy is awful here, and I can't just quit! HELP ME!