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Fragile
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14 Mar 2011, 11:20 am

I just wrote "goodbye" in my class conference. I don't plan on returning to school, although it's only 3 months before it ends. I'm clinically depressed and cannot think of anything but suicide. I can't socialize at all because of severe depression, anxiety, and asperger's, and it doesn't seem to get better. I dreamt of becoming a surgeon or an engineener, but I suppose those ideas just died out. I've never had a friend, never been at a party, a class birthday, class trip or anything. I'm such a loser. Why bother getting an education or even keep living if nothing will ever improve, and life will always spit me in the face?

What could possibly be worth living for when I don't have any friends, good family relations or a girlfriend and never will achieve any of this? It's pointless. No reason to earn money for nothing...

Asperger's syndrome = loser's syndrome. I'm starting to believe it's true. At least for me it is. I'm a useless loser =( Can't establish and keep relationships... can't even finish school... pathetic =/

My life is a bottomless pit. FML.



Jonsi
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14 Mar 2011, 11:28 am

I'm pretty successful and I have Asperger's syndrome. You just gotta keep trying and be positive. You can finish school. It doesn't have to be now. But you can do it.

And you are not a loser! D:<



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14 Mar 2011, 11:53 am

Please explain to me why you're pretty successful. Do you have lots of extremely close friends? Are you a straight-A student? Are you never depressed, anxious or overall mentally unstable?



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14 Mar 2011, 11:54 am

gotta push through the bad times.
however hard they are.



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14 Mar 2011, 12:04 pm

I had the same thing, but like other members have said.
You can do it :wink:



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14 Mar 2011, 2:40 pm

Fragile wrote:
Please explain to me why you're pretty successful. Do you have lots of extremely close friends? Are you a straight-A student? Are you never depressed, anxious or overall mentally unstable?


I have one true friend, and even that is questionable. My grades are passing at best. I'm usually anxious to some degree or another, most people would say I'm mentally unstable (those people are idiots) and I went through times of depression all through my teens. The reason I'm successful is because success in anything is 90% mental, and the rest will take care of itself.



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16 Mar 2011, 6:30 am

You can do anything that you set your mind to. Never give up! :)


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