I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE!! !! !

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I CAN'T take anymore of life its too much f*****g work i hate the holidays so much!! ! I swear my parents INTENTIONALLY make me do UNNEEDED work and put me under so much mental stress i feel like killing myself just to get away from the stress!! ! they f*****g hate me and i f*****g know it,they may try to deny but i know the f*****g TRUTH!! ! and ALL kids my age make fun of me just because i dress,eat,talk and do things different I f*****g HATE EVERYTHING I WANT EVERYONE TO DIE A PAINFUL AND SLOW DEATH JUST SO I CAN BE f*****g HAPPY!! !


I just can't take it anymore......i f*****g hate you,god for making my life sh***y and making my enemies lifes unshitty......

calm down, it'll be ok. please dont kill your self!! ! your enimies will get theirs! u wait, they will. what goes around comes around. chiiiiiiill.i doubt that your parents hate you and they probably arent aware that they are making you do so much and stressing you out.dont hate God...just be angry at Him.

Don't worry, this will pass. Everyone gets stressed out during the holidays.

1.It WON'T be ok...
2.I have a part of me thats wants to live so my suicide is highly unlikely...
3.It DOESN'T work that way it NEVER will...
4.My parents DO hate me or else they would try to make things less stressful.
5.Even if they don't (which they do) they love the stupid dogs they have more than me...
6.I hate god in fact if he was a mortal i'd brutally kill him,yes i'm going to hell when i die where i will get revenge on the people who tormented me...

Poor you.

Stress can get to me as well.

Don't kill yourself.

Here is a story that I think of in troubled times.

One day a guy went up to a monk. He told the monk how he has been having problems in life and he is always depressed and stressed out. The monk said "it will pass" and gave him some meditations to do. The next day, the guy comes back the to the monk and tells him that he feels wonderful and that he is on the top of the world. The monk simplely replys "it will pass".

Life never gives you exactly what you want, but you can make what you want out of life.

I used to be in the same boat as you. I was at the lowest point in my entire life. I did not care about anything. I feared waking up because I know the day was going to suck so much. I hoped that every night I would not wake up. I would always curl up into a ball and cry myself to sleep. I would cry when I woke up. But one day I said to myself, "This will pass". It did. I am happier than I was in my entire life. The holidays stress everyone out. I want to pack up all my things and move away from my parents because they are stressing me out. But then I look back and see that I wanted to do that last year, and the year before, and the year before, etc. But you know what? It will pass. After the holidays, all is back to normal.

As far as the other kids making fun of you. F*** them. Really. You are better than them. You are better than they will EVER be. So for now, just ignore them. Let the rest of the world see just how childish they are. Be the better man.

So for now, just kick back, put on some trippy music, and chill.

How am i better than them if i don't get what i want and they get what they want and their self-esteem is high while mine....well....i have NO self-esteem i a F***ING degenerate

I have never understood why people travel so far to be with their familes for te holidays. Aren't holidays about taking a break from stress?

Self-esteem comes from within. YOU have to belive in yourself to gain it. YOU have to say to yourself that you are better than the people making fun of you and YOU are more than what they call you.

Also, who cares if they get what they want? You have everything you need. You have 3 square meals a day, a place to sleep, and you are free from most illnesses. You are better off than most of the rest of the world. So what if you do not get the latest and greatest game system? The world is not going to end. You will not die. You might just get it later.

About these people making fun of you, can you kick their arse? If so, do not be afraid to defend yourself. Do not cause trouble, but do defend yourself. It will show them that they should stop. Trust me, after you pick up a guy by the neck with one hand and tell him that you will make him regret his choices, they stop.

But really man, you have to believe in yourself more. If you can't do that, then noone will. Ever.

Tell me this, how old are you?

14 It is terrible for someone so young to think like this.

Well, as speaking as both someone who was there and actually had this starting earlier (at around 8 when my parents spilt and lasting until I was about 14), I can say this without a doubt. It will pass. You have at least 90 more years to live. One day you will look back on this and laugh.

"To see the rainbow, you must first weather the storm"

It will get better man. So just perk up, and start thinking of all the good things about yourself. List those. You will see that you actually have a few good things about you. That good feeling will grow. Self-esteem is contagous. Once you start getting a little, it will build up. After that, you will be able to flat out say I love being me! Yey!

Sorry you feel that way. Hang in there. Remember it's all over in 30 more days. Be strong for 30 days. You can do it!

What good things about me i'm a degenerate i have no friends and i can't relate to anyone and i'm also a overweight wuss!! !

Overweight? Do something about it. Go for a walk every day, ride to the shop instead of gettign a lift - there are lots of options buddy.

You're a wuss? Explain that for me. What do you mean?

We are your friends, Unknown. Brighten your mood and people will come to you. In the mean time, forget friends. Focus on a hooby or interest. Don't have one? Then get one. I'm learning guitar and I love to draw. These give me something to do when I feel lonely or bored, and it's fun! Create!

Ok, you are fat. So? Work out. You are a wuss. Work out and get built. People will not mess around with you if you are built. You wont even have to lift a finger.

You say you are a degenerate. Are you out there robbing houses? Smoking crack? Kidnapping? Raping people? Most likely not.

No friends? Can't relate to others? So what. You are either a freshman in highschool or are still in the 8th grade. Both of those times suck. Middle school sucks. In highschool though, there are clubs that you can join. There are people to meet in there. Those people share your intrest as well (seeing as how they joined that club for a reason). If you can't find one that you want to join, make one. Also, outside of your freshmen year, you get to take elective classes. Since they are not required, most people in there will also share a common intrest.

Now I am going to be frank here. Your life is not a Greek tragedy. The ONLY way it will EVER get better is if YOU try to change it. Most of the time, you will not make friends if you wait for them to come to you. YOU have to go to them. YOU have to get out there and get around other people who share your intrests.

I know it is scary. Trust me. But sometimes you just need to force yourself. Throw yourself into situations. What is the worse that can happen? You learn from a mistake.

Now you have to decide for yourself, are you going to sit there and be misarable for the rest of your life, or are you going to try and do something about it?

I'm too lazy to work out and get a better body,no i'm not doing any of those things and i do my school work on the computer at my house so i don't have to deal with jocks,preps,gangsta wannabes and slu*ty whores so i'm not gonna ever bother having NTs for friends.

I'm in 9th.

My main interest are computers and RTS games and if i ever can get about 1000 bucks or so i'll build the new comp i've been waiting for.

Anyone know of any ideas for me to make $$$ (chores don't work)

Sucks to be 14 huh??